My Doubt

There's something that keeps troubling these days.
Something about how I'm doing. Well, at least that's what I think.
I had some doubts want to write some stories here, but I did it anyway, at least I know what's will coming here. Despite I have DA account.
Probably helped me on my miss-spelled sentence, honestly because when I tried to reason with someone what was going on, I failed to explain it because my reasons were very unclear or in other term I have answered my reasons abstractly. This also occurs when I reasoned with someone in Indonesian language.
More than that, I'm not really a realist but I know what's the limit on that. (Which is why I need someone is a realist because I'm not good at it)
Man, more than that, it feels like I'm becoming Trevor from GTA V except I much more unclear on saying something about it than Trevor.
Man, for now I'm taking break here, but though I still have my doubts in this.
Don't know what worries me more, being suck in here or anywhere else. (At least made another story that I think not suck)