Why I've been slacking on updates · 6:10pm Jun 17th, 2018
My followers deserve an explanation as to why I've been hiding behind a rock these past few months. Its kind of a long story, and some of it isnt very happy.
I've mostly lost a lot of my will to write my stories. Its not that I don't want to, heck, I've already planned out the first 5 arcs of Sonic/MLP alongside the entirety of Umbrum Dawn. Its just I have days where I say to myself that I'm gonna write, but then I either feel lazy, I feel anxious that no one's gonna like what I write, or I get angry that my tablet consistently wants to glitch out, to the point where I just say screw it, and watch funny crap on YouTube. There's also the fact that other things going on affect that as well. My anxiety has flared up so badly this past year thanks to high school and the jack***es there, to make it so that my grades were suffering because some idiot decided to grab me by the arm and harass me. The school also blocked FIMFiction, so that made updating stories harder. I'm not even gonna mention the troubles I have at home. My favorite franchises aren't doing so hot right now either. One Piece gets treated horribly by Toei Animation, Sonic Forces was highly disappointing for me, with no new main series game in sight, Dragon Ball Super ended months ago, and there are rumors that MLP FiM is gonna end next year.
I hope this explains why I've been absent from doing anything but replying to message boards for a while. I'll probably just put the stories on permanent hiatus if I don't get to feeling better soon. Still focused on my YouTube channel though, so don't worry about that. Thank you all for sticking with me through this rut I've been in, and I hope my YouTube can continue to entertain you all.