I'm so happy to see you all again!

Okay, aside from internal crises about whether or not I should delete stories, I have a lot to talk about since I was last active on the site. there's so much to tell you guys that I'm having trouble even starting! Oh my goodness, where should I start?

When I was last still active on the site, towards the end, I had discovered being fictionkin, which I thought was a psychological coping mechanism at first. I began to consider that maybe it does have something to do with multiple lives, and my psychiatrist seems to think so too. Since I kinfirmed(heh, get it? kinfirmed?) my first character, Tohru from Dragon Maid, I've kinfirmed a plethora of other characters from various timelines. It's honestly really hard to keep track of sometimes, but I can't say I don't love every bit of the interactions I've had with the fictionkin community. It's just so much fun to talk with people just like me sometimes!

I got heavy into development on a game, which I'm not going to tell much about yet, but it's going to be an emotional experience, with puzzles!

I got a Nintendo Switch and Splatoon 2. I didn't play Splatoon 1 because I never really have a good time to play the Wii U by myself and my household likes playing games together. But I found myself enjoying the hek out of Splatoon 2, both the singleplayer and the multiplayer, and I'm super hyped up for the Octo Expansion. Participating in that community has been more fun than I've had in years, too. It's such a welcoming community, and very few toxic members exist. Those members seem to be taken aside and calmly taught a few things though. (I may have been one of those little trash children... >~<)

The biggest news yet is honestly extremely weird. I'll have to explain some background first. About a year ago, a really really good friend of mine just kinda disappeared from the internet completely. Six months later, I allegedly got a message from her brother who told me that she had killed herself. Around nine or ten months later, I got a message from her new account saying she's alive and living in Tokyo, away from her family. Then after that, she admitted the most shocking thing I think she possibly could've: She's been my systemmate this whole time, trying to convince me she exists on the physical plane. Now, I've had my problems with systemmates in the past, as when I had DID, my fragments really concerned people, and when I had a tulpa, he tried to take over. But Satomi, my current systemmate is one of the kindest and most caring people I've known. I can stand her being a systemmate, she's awesome. Before you ask, no, she's not an alter, or a fragment, or a facet, or a fractal, or a tulpa. She's kinda something else entirely, but most importantly, she's my friend. Apparently she's endogenic, which means she formed naturally. I don't like to talk about how she formed or stuff like that though, I prefer saying that we met. But anyway, I would have her write a fic, but she's not really that into ponies, she's just happy that I like them. But she's happy to talk with people, and I'll see if she can do some editing on my stories too(not likely, since she tends to be more scatterbrained than me sometimes, not that she's unintelligent)

But yeah, that's the highlights of my life for the past few months, what's it been like for you all here?