• Member Since 3rd Jan, 2017
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CocoaPone


Formerly North Winds

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  • 16 weeks
    Clinic

    Last week I had ended up in the mental clinic for about 3 days. I was given a lot of medication which seem to help to some extent. Ever since then I've been feeling very odd, very emotionally unstable. There's a lot of people watching over me currently, people from the clinic, people from my university, getting lots of calls and constant check ups on how I'm doing. It all seems like a lot of

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  • 22 weeks
    Another year

    So far this year has started off like any other, massive seasonal depression with me sleeping away the days in my room. I wish I didn't live alone, or at least had some close friends to hang out with in person. A lot of things are messing with my head, it's hard to tell what I really need. I found myself turning to alcohol and weed more frequently despite how much I hate the substances. I just

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  • 31 weeks
    Depression

    it's 5 in the morning, I woke up 3 hours ago after passing out the entire afternoon after classes. I missed an assignment that was due at midnight today, oh well.

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  • 44 weeks
    Another end

    It's been nearly a year since I've last posted on here, and looking back it's surprising that I've been doing this since late 2017. I always come here to post the extreme highs and lows of my life, it helps me release all the things held up in me and also reminds me of these feelings I've experienced and how far I've come.

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  • 96 weeks
    Moving on

    I have once again reached the end of a relationship. He had asked me to simply be friends until we could meet in person to try again, but I can't see that ever happening. It's once again time for me to move forward in life, improving myself and my skills preparing for the next couple years. I do hope one day I can love but for now they all seem to end the same way, but then again I've never dated

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Jan
21st
2018

TWP Chapter 4 (Y it no here?!?!) · 11:16pm Jan 21st, 2018

Excuse the silly title, but anyways I said I would be releasing chapter 4 by the end of last week or so, however I never actually did get to do that. I havent really been working on the story honestly, I had some more problems with myself, but I believe it's all mostly fine now so I can get back to writing which is great, I love writing, it's the one of the only things I can do when I feel unmotivated to do anything else productive. So there's not really anything planned yet for how long the story will be but we'll see x3 It's probably pointless to even do these update blogs because hardly anyone reads them and not many people have even read the story itself, but I like to do them regardless.

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