An apology. · 5:19pm Jan 5th, 2018
So, I'm looking at Cyne and Ice contests, and Cyne's is half written and Ice's I have a real good idea for. Not even a long story. I'm looking at Aragon's contest and it's a dream come true. That contest is everything I could have asked for. I love the judges, I love the prompt, I love comedy. I would give anything to enter it, including taking mood regulating medication if I could, and I have been so horrifically depressed that not also can I not write a comedy, I can't do a Home is for the Weak chapter. I am staring at that contest in utter hopeless defeat.
I can't do what I love to do, what comes naturally, I don't think I can even try to make it into those contests in time. The last two months have been hell, and I'm just done. I have no excuse outside of depression for why those three contests can't be done. I am not busy, the trifles and dramas of life are not crippling or pulling me away from a computer.
I'm just done man, game over. game over man~! GAME OVER-
I'm very sorry Cynewulf and Ice Star, I specifically joined these contests because I took a shine to you two more than the contests themselves. I even thought of stories I really liked for said contests. So it hurts to say it's not happening in time~! Although whenever I return they'll be the first stories I'll post~
Pardon me for a bit...
Write what you love when you can.
No prob at all, dude.
It’s okay, Pickles. You’re more important than a contest. And if you finish it I will be delighted to see it
You do you, Pickle. It's what you do best, and we wouldn't ask anything other.
Man, I'm super sad to hear you're going through that -- god knows depression's a total bitch. Don't worry for contests or chapters and the like, what's important is that you get better.
Keep cantering on, man. Best of lucks, and here's hoping it all gets better.
Rest up bud. We'll get you a new banana.
Dude, take whatever time you like. I've been taking quite some time myself. No judgement here.