• Member Since 3rd Jan, 2017
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CocoaPone


Formerly North Winds

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  • 16 weeks
    Clinic

    Last week I had ended up in the mental clinic for about 3 days. I was given a lot of medication which seem to help to some extent. Ever since then I've been feeling very odd, very emotionally unstable. There's a lot of people watching over me currently, people from the clinic, people from my university, getting lots of calls and constant check ups on how I'm doing. It all seems like a lot of

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  • 22 weeks
    Another year

    So far this year has started off like any other, massive seasonal depression with me sleeping away the days in my room. I wish I didn't live alone, or at least had some close friends to hang out with in person. A lot of things are messing with my head, it's hard to tell what I really need. I found myself turning to alcohol and weed more frequently despite how much I hate the substances. I just

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  • 31 weeks
    Depression

    it's 5 in the morning, I woke up 3 hours ago after passing out the entire afternoon after classes. I missed an assignment that was due at midnight today, oh well.

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  • 44 weeks
    Another end

    It's been nearly a year since I've last posted on here, and looking back it's surprising that I've been doing this since late 2017. I always come here to post the extreme highs and lows of my life, it helps me release all the things held up in me and also reminds me of these feelings I've experienced and how far I've come.

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  • 96 weeks
    Moving on

    I have once again reached the end of a relationship. He had asked me to simply be friends until we could meet in person to try again, but I can't see that ever happening. It's once again time for me to move forward in life, improving myself and my skills preparing for the next couple years. I do hope one day I can love but for now they all seem to end the same way, but then again I've never dated

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Jan
1st
2018

TWP Chapter 3 incoming · 9:38am Jan 1st, 2018

So today was a rather strange day for me, I gained some confidence back and now I can finally accept i'm getting at least a tiny bit better every day, even if it's just a little. Oh btw its 2018 now so that's nice, time for a fresh start, something new. Beginning of years are like this for me, full of ideas and plans for the entire year but I usually only carry out a few of them for the first month or so and then actually start a lot of them later on about halfway through the year, but anyways a little update on my latest story. Yes i've been working on a chapter 3, don't worry it will be out soon HOPEFULLY within a few hours from this blog, but that all depends on how much I write as currently i've been up all day and it is now 3am. But Im really enjoying writing, and I hope a lot of you are enjoying reading it. It'll all be worth it for me, wether people like it or not, I'd still have a completed story that I can look back at some day. Thank you everypony :3

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