my family · 6:39pm Nov 19th, 2017
oh how i hate my family to the point i have constant thoughts of...
i know it's nsfw and i am a guy but this was the first picture i could fins to convey my feelings, but this is how i feel. what family constantly calls you an idiot and a failure for around two decades my family's house is infested by roaches and possibly bedbugs but they won't do anything about it because they want to not touch their precious 6-7 CATS and not declaw them BECAUSE CATS THAT NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE NEED TO PROTECT THEMSELVES FROM PREDATORS. i know what your thinking :why don't find a job) well that's easy they refuse to let me have a job unless it's one THEY WANT ME TO HAVE.
i had a girlfriend what did my entire family do label her a gold-digger without even getting to know her all because it's the girlfriend THEY want me to have so instead of them being happy that i found someone they caused so many arguments that it was one of the causes of our break-up and now all my dirtbag mom wants is my son that i willingly let my ex have custody because she has money to take care of him. and i told my mom that i refuse to have MY SON come over to her house that i'm staying at because i do not want my son to be in a roach and bedbug infested house i get labeled a pussy by my mom and that i have to do what she says forever because she gave birth to me.
my stepfather is a racist and I get labeled an idiot for not liking that because i had a lot of friends from a lot of countries.
in my 24 years of life i have never been able to do much of anything because my family likes to redo anything i try and do, be it chores or ANYTHING short of cooking (and even then i get kicked out of the kitchen sometimes because i don't cook things the same way my stepfather does) because it's not done "the perfect way" which translate to "i don't do it ever" and when i do do nothing i get labeled a lazy bum who can't do anything and when i tell them i CAN'T do anything, i get threatened to get kicked out if i don't do what they say even if it means i have to endure MORE BULLYING.
i can't take them much longer because if i endure this much longer i will try AGAIN to take my life or take theirs