All is right with the world again · 5:24am Oct 18th, 2012
Well I went to see a quack the other day, one some might call a psychiatrist, and I talked out my problems. That helped a bit but I was still feeling realy down. Then something happened today that really changed everything, three things actually. First, I talked with my real life brony friend. For the sake of anonymity, I'll just call him bro. So I talked with him and I told him that I was going to stop writing. He was appalled! He follows my stories, not on this sight but he reads them, an he told me that I couldn't give up. That helped a good bit too, but still I was unconvinced. Still I thought I should t do this nonsense. After that I went to my JROTC class and we watched a slideshow on our summer camp and I was brutlay reminded of my worst enemy turned alright person, seargent, again for the sake of anonymity he will be left unnamed. He was the loudest and cruelest TI I have every had, but by the end of the camp, he said something to me that I will never forget. He said, "your a good kid, I take back everything bad I've ever said about you." And believe me, that's a lot of stuff. That seargent taught me to never quit, in fact, I don't even know what that word means according to him. The final piece of the puzzle came together not even an hour ago when I got on here to see if any of the authors I'm subscribed to posted new chapters and I saw a notification. It was a single comment. Simple enough but easily impacting. A simple shocked smile face in response to my previous resignation. That snapped me back into action. If there is even one person following my stories, then I have to keep going. I can't queet (spelled that way because I don't know what the Q word means), I have to Finnish everything I start.
I don't need outside people to approve of my work, I don't need acceptance from Equestria daily to feel good about myself. I'm just going to keep doing what I'm doing an not care what other people say. I'll still do me best, because that's all I can give. So thank you to everyone who has every done anything for me. Liked my stories, commented on them, or even my lone follower who sees all these blog posts. You've all inspired me to keep going. I'll try not to fail you.
As always, I hope everyone enjoys what I do and I hope I can continue to do this great in the future.