A Proper Blog For Once In My Life · 8:54pm Nov 18th, 2017
Hey guys, long time no blog? Well, I am just gonna give an update on our situation. First, I have to have a cute gif before I get into the serious talk!
Okay now on to some real stuff. So, if you don't already know, me and Seven moved about 3 months ago. It's been great for him. He got to start his job, make new friends. He is a shift leader at an Arby's nearby and his coworkers so far are great.
For me, I haven't been so well. I got a job at Cracker Barrel to start off with. I was a dishwasher (great job am I right? 
). There were two reasons I needed that job. Reason 1: Income. Of course that one is obvious. Reason 2: Company. In real life, I don't talk very much. When I am around people, it makes me happy and keeps my depression and anxiety at a low. When I was back there in the dishroom, I was normally the only person back there. It would get so overwhelming that honestly I threw up in the bathroom from all of the stress it was giving me. I was also treated like garbage by anybody who had worked their longer than I did. There were a couple of exceptions. I tried to make three friends my age there. One actually hung out with me for a while but I haven't heard from her since I quit. In the middle of me working there, I got a call right before I was supposed to get off. It was my younger sister. She told me that they had found my grandmother, who was unresponsive. I then called my father and asked him. She had passed away. This devastated me. She was one of those people who would get sick often but then miraculously overcome it. She promised that she would get better so she could come to me and Seven's wedding. She died because a blood clot broke, going straight to her heart killing her instantly. She had no pain. After that, my depression was at an all time high. Mugshot was something to help keep my mind off of everything but it could only do so much. Doing schoolwork seemed like climbing a mountain at the time. Getting out of bed was like trying to go to the moon and back.
Moving on from that....I know it's a lot to take in. During that time of me getting over her passing, I met a new internet friend. Not the kind of friend I was looking for at the time but it was one that I really needed. Not Enough Coffee. He has become one of my closest friends in less than a month. He was there every day asking how I was or seeing if we could play games together. Him and Andy where the only things to keep me happy during that time. I want to thank him for being there for me even when the times got really rough. Things have been getting a little better. I quit Cracker Barrel and I started working at Arby's. (I know its a huge jump 
) It's not something that I want to stay with so I will start finding a new job soon. I have neglected school and my artwork. When I got back into a better state, I started back doing physical work. I will post the physical drawings after all of this. I have been slowly getting better with the introduction of a couple that we now play board games with. They live in the apartment right next to us. We have been playing board games with them for the past 2 weeks and we all love it. I know this is a hell of a lot but this is my life with ups and downs and spin arounds. Thank you for reading through this.
I would like to thank the following people for helping through this tough time. Anonpencil, Flutterpriest, B_25, Not Enough Coffee, Alex_, and Note Pad.
I want to give a really big thanks to these three because even though I can be a HUGE bitch they still stuck by me: Jack Of A Few Trades, FamousLastWords, and of course the love of my life Seventh Heaven.
We all love you too, girl. Keep it flowing, and always know I'm there to help in tough situations!
I know I'm pretty new on the friend scene here, but I hope to get to know you anyways. From one person having mental breakdowns out of nowhere and an overall rough time to another, I hope your situation gets better!
As always, onwards and upwards. Allons-y!
Edit: Sorry Coffee, didn't mean to reply to you there :P
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Keep at it. You have no idea how happy it made me that you guys made friends with your neighbors. That's always nice.
I'm glad things are starting to go better. You don't deserve any of the bad stuff that's happened to you