I'm Sorry · 9:54am Sep 8th, 2017
Hey guys!
Well, up to this point, everything has been well and things have been fun. It's a beautiful day outside...birds are singing...flowers are blooming...on days like these...people like us...should tell the truth...
I have to come clean right now. I've tried to hide this for so long because I didn't want to worry anyone, I try to act normal and nothing is wrong, and that Hester and I have been doing fine, but...it's killing me inside. I'll tell you why:
Hester is in a coma
It was never expected. One minute, we were just having a little walk, running errands for our mother at the market, the next minute, this car came up. I didn't see it, but she did. I had no time to react before I felt a push behind me, and when I looked around...
She's been that way for about a month or so. Those stories posted? We did those during summer, before the accident. I just posted them so that you guys think we were alright. Truth be told...I don't know what to do now. She's more than a colleague, she's my sister. I couldn't keep this act up anymore. It just...I...
I hope she wakes up soon.
I need to go now in my room and collapse now...
Oh my god.....
Hazel I hope Hester wakes up soon so you can be with her again. I really enjoy both your guus stories and saying this as a fellow writer and friend I really hope you guys can get through this and be happy again.
Oh, God. Dude, I'm so sorry. Seriously, if you want to rant, I'm here.
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Thanks for your concerns. I want her back so badly. It's just not the same without her.
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Just remember Hazel if you need someone to talk to I'm just either a PM away or on Equestria Amino.
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It probably never will be quite the same. When my grandpa died, and I know that Heaster isn't dead, but my mom was devistated, but you just got to think positive, and when she wakes up, which she will, by the way, it will get better.
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The doctors say that she has a 50-50 percent chance of living, or dying. I don't want her to die! I will never write another story again if she dies! There is no writing life for me without her! It's not just that she and I work together well enough do good results come, but she was always there when I needed her! When I'm sad or upset, she's there! When she gets sad or upset, I'm there for her too! I don't know who I am anymore without her!
(cries on the desk)
Hest! Why her?! Why not me instead?!
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I wish I was there to hug you
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Ah, what you're feeling is called survivors guilt. It happens to anyone in your situation, and you'd probably be crazy if you didn't feel it. Remember, Hester pushed you out of the way for a reason, and even though you may not like it, she valued your life more then her own, and she expressed that by saving you.
Oh my gosh!!! I had no idea...
I'm glad you chose to speak about this, it's no good to keep it to yourself. And knowing this now I can pray for her and you about this.
Things'll be okay. Just hang in there. I know it's bad but things'll get better. Turn to the Lord for strength and healing.
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I sure have. I hope she comes out soon.
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I'm surprised I can still type after all this....
Sometimes...I think...I can still hear...her British voice...
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Is it my fault then that she's in this state?
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Hazel try not to think of the bad things try thinking about the good things. It wasn't your fault whay happened to Hester don't ever blame yourself. Hester wouldn't want you beating yourself up about this. Plus think about how much you love her and care for her and try to think of all the good things you two did. Don't let the bad outweigh the good Hazel okay
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No, not at all. She chose to push you out of the way. You didn't force her to push you out of the way, she chose to. You didn't do anything. And it's going to be ok.
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Me too....
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I'll try...
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I hope it will...it's not the same without her
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I bet she's dreaming about this talk right now as we speak...it's like we're connected...
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Just know that we're here for you and that we want to help you through this
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It will be ok.
Sorry to hear about Hester, hopefully she will wake up soon.
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I think she will. She's been gripping on my hand lately during my visits. The doctors say there's now a chance of her waking up.