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EmeraldWind


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  • 121 weeks
    I'm really in dire need of physical affection/comfort.

    I feel like this is the only place where I can get this off my chest, As weird at this might sound, please don't judge me, but recently I've found myself dealing with severe loneliness as well as mild depression these past two years, and as time progresses it's getting to a point where I'm desperately seeking physical comfort and love and I just don't know what to do at this point. I live alone

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  • 167 weeks
    Feeling a bit uneasy about this winter storm.

    Most of you have known already about the big

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  • 222 weeks
    Why should I keep living in such a cruel, and hopeless world?

    Nothing's EVER going to change, It seems pointless to see there's hope of making this world a better place, because its not ever going to, at least in my lifetime. People are still going to hate, cheat, lie, steal, judge, take advantage, murder, hurt, and the list goes on even further. It seems to me that we're either obligated/black-mailed into staying alive is because we are all afraid to see

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  • 233 weeks
    Stressed out.

    I'm in my mid-twenties already and feel like I haven't accomplished anything in terms of my career, and life goals.

    Everytime I get home from work I space out thinking about all the time on which direction in life I should go.

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  • 248 weeks
    Social media and smartphones.

    As technology advances it changes society and how we do things like shopping, communication, gaming etc. I'm not just noticing this but It's been on my mind for a while. I'm just thinking like.... almost nobody really communicates with each other now in person. I feel like my family has became so detached from each other as time went on. There's been moments where we would go to a family member's

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Jun
28th
2017

So, I have this friend. · 5:31am Jun 28th, 2017

I don't know if I should dip out on this dude, or not. He usually calls me up and says "What's up" or something every month or so, But I feel like he just does it because he wants attention or he's got nothing better to do or the fact that I'm not there at his house anymore. You see his friend lives with him in the same room as him, And I used to have to live with him as well in the same bedroom for a month, God, That shit pissed me off so much. I swear sometimes this dude is a narcissist But not sure. Thankfully, I've been out of that house since March. I'm living with my mom's friend(roommate) right now And its so much better, Anyways, We been friends since 2012(back in high school), And he's gained a few friends from the past years. And every time he gets a new friend, he always talks shit about me with them, always puts down whatever I'm into and stuff and makes it about Him and his new friend in front of me, But OH! When they're not around..... Yeah, You want to treat me with respect and actually talk to me about your problems. And yeah he always pressures me to buy him things too. This dude has no job or vehicle either...(Not saying that's a bad thing for everyone who is in that situation, It's mostly because he's being needy and greedy about it. but doesn't have the resources to obtain what he wants in life.) So he relies on his friends for that. and that makes me so angry. :ajsleepy: Also when I talk constantly for about 20 or 30 seconds he literally just blows it off or doesn't even fucking listen. That pisses me off even more. So now on the positive side, when trying so hard not to make this an entirely negative post. Well probably just company. period. So yeah he called me the other day about the same shit. I kind of want him out of my life, But at the same time I feel bad if i block his number. Oh btw Almost all of friends that he made pretty much dipped out on him because of what he's become today. He just doesn't realize that I'm a loyal and empathetic friend, and honestly I'm starting to feel like a tool.

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