May
27th
2017
Useless Brain, Story Dying · 3:44am May 27th, 2017
Gah, I finally have all the notes for Lightbearers done, and now I cannot wrap my fucking head around it. I can't even figure out where the fuck I was trying to go with it. Trying to put this monster together is an exercise in frustration and depression, nothing is making a single damned bit of sense and I want to just throw it all out and pretend it never happened. I think the only reason I don't is the fact that it's a fucking year's worth of work at this point and my brain won't let go of the sunk cost bullshit. Fuck, right now I don't think I'm going to finish this gawdawful convoluted mess, because I am fucking sick of looking at it. Fuck this noise.
Oh well, not like anyone would want to read this trash anyway.
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BatwingCandlewaxxe · 311 views
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#lightbearers
#giving up
#depression
#writer's block
#prescription drug abuse
Perhaps another set of eyes might help you... just an offer
Same here. If I could help out in any way - just ask.
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Thanks for the offer, but there's too much obscure bullshit tied up in this one, and trying to explain where I'm trying to go with it is actually harder than just writing it. I need to either find a way to get back to the vision I had when I started, or ditch it and move on.