One Last Blog to Explain my Absence

Hey guys/girls/assorted peoples.

Been awhile.

Let my start by saying, I've been staying away from this site on purpose.

The reason I've been avoiding this site is because, I don't like MLP.

I wouldn't say I hate it with a burning passion anymore, as I've calm down from my "edgy teen" phase, but I am not a fan nor brony.

I wanted to do everything in my power to distance myself from the show and Fandom.

Yet, here I was, writing stories about the very thing I disliked. Even my brothers called me out on it.

It wasn't until sometime later that I realized this. What I was doing was turning into a writer that I didn't want to be. Someone who writes about the very things they despise, yet say that they still hate it.

And so I decided to effectively leave this site, until I could stop and look at myself. Afterwards, I finally decide that this was not the type of author I wanted to be. But I also knew that if I kept writing on this site, I wouldn't accomplish more than just going back to how I used to be. And so, I left for 3 years until I could my shit straight.

And now, I have.

At least, I like to think I have.

I'm not making a triumphant return, and don't think I'll be updating any of my stories any time soon. I may, but it's not likely.

I just wanted to say a few things;

First of all, thank you all. I look back at the stories I wrote, and I think "Holy shit was I bad." I can see all the errors that I made, all the hate I poured into the words, and just a general lack of quality in my work. Then again, I'm sure that's how everyone feels when they look back on the things they used to do when they were first starting out.

Yet, there are still likes on my stories. Which means that I was able to give some people enjoyment with my writing. So, for those of you who enjoyed the things I wrote, thank you for loving them. And those of you who didn't like the things I wrote, thank you for at least giving them a look.

Second, as said above, this will not be a triumphant return. I do not plan to continue these stories in the near future. I will come back to them, look back on my past writing and compare it to what I'm currently doing. To see where I went wrong, what I did wrong, what I need to do to get better. If this happens to rekindle my interest in writing these stories, then I may come back and continue them. Who knows.

Finally, I won't be a regular visitor to this site. However, I will be on it every now and then from now on. It isn't fair to those of you who want to ask me questions and otherwise that I leave without a word. So, I will be on every now and then to answer what questions I can, and respond to what I can.

That is all I have to say.

For those of you who read this till the end, once again thank you.

Comments

[Shadowblade019]

So you didn't leave off the edge yet?!