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The Conflicted Writer


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  • 505 weeks
    When you don't want to write?

    What do you do when writing becomes a chore? What happens if you've spent 8+ years writing and then, all of a sudden, the desire is gone? What do you do when someone suggests that you should write and your groan because you feel like you're about to go wash dishes?

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  • 528 weeks
    Now taking Commissions!

    With this journal and the posting of my latest story, I am happy to announce that commissions are finally open to the public! I hope to make enough money from this to help support myself and my dad while having enough left over to afford a few gifts for friends and save up for a good computer, all the while writing you a story you’ll love! As to how that will work, commissions begin at 5000 words

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    6 comments · 716 views
  • 537 weeks
    I'm going to delete Pinkie Dinky Pie, I swear...

    Okay, everyone, I'm getting sick and tired of this. I write a padded pony story for a friend using their character, and what do I get? A few comments and notes complaining that I didn't use one of the mane 6 AND asking for more Dinky Pie.

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    57 comments · 1,719 views
  • 541 weeks
    Self Confidence issues

    I'm doing a lot more writing lately. I've got some stories just waiting for coverart all lined of to be posted. And, yes, more of the padded pony variety. sorry Celestia's Daughter fans... I just don't know if I have it in me to continue it. I'm still trying to muster up the energy, but it wanes everytime I try.

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  • 551 weeks
    Stream once more

    https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Svrbk1UlOZVg2oI9e4rXYUkGE-rpJhDJrCQHYH1hY6Y/edit

    Let's try this again. I have to do some cleaning, but let's all join in and talk.

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Sep
30th
2012

Mugged · 5:32am Sep 30th, 2012

I'm so lost and confused. A man pretended to have a panic attack and used the distration to steal my backpack with my laptop and everything on it. All of my stories were on it. It was my only worldy possesion as a homeless and lost boy. Hours upon hours of tears and words... gone in an instant.

I suddenly hate everything. My world suddenly seems so dark. I'm writing this from a computer that I'm not supposed to be using. I have no way to write. It may take me ages to see any messages anyone posts. All I can do now is sit in my room, no music, no words. Why did this happen? I was trying to help a guy who I was afraid was dying, and I'm punished for it. I want everything to vanish in flames.

I'm sorry. Who knows when I'll write again. If things go well, I'll write Celestia's Daughter sonner than later. But another story - a Sonic the Hedgehog one on Fanfiction that I was reposting - is gone forever. Losing that is what's crushed me more than anything.

Goodbye for now.

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Comments ( 6 )

This is part of why I want to get a divorce from humanity and find a way to Equestria. Things like this don't happen there.

I'll pray for you brother.

Oh, no! That's terrible... I really don't have anything to say other than that - I can't really say anything other than that... I hope karma does you a kind turn... :fluttercry:

Gawd dammit....

......Well.....I happen to have a spare laptop actually.....but.....It's missing one of the mouse buttons and a shift key....Damn, that sucks.....I'd send it if I could.... Gawd dammit, I feel so useless..... If you ever get this message, I'll try and see if I can get it to you. I'll probably have to mail it, but seriously, You've had enough shit go wrong already, you deserve a break for once.

Seriously? Sometimes I don't want to live on this planet anymore. Do you have insurance, maybe that will cover it.

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