LIFE · 8:39am Mar 1st, 2017
If you dont find happiness in something you do, dont do it.
I quit my shitfull job. Like 4 weeks ago, and got a new job, same industry, different employer.
The guys im working for a pretty chill, and by pretty chill i mean their standards of my work are realistic, and I can do realistic. I can even do good, on occasion. Regardless I am much happier now, I even smile once in a while.
Updates... hmm updates.
Plagued!
Well you see the thing about that is....
You ever had writers block? I have, they even said the cure to writers block was writing, I tried that. All I got were a bunch of really depressing one shots that I probably wont ever upload. There is one where Twilight has an anxiety enduced panic attack and you follow her thoughts the whole way through. There was another one where Fluttershy tried to kill herself. All that effort and not a single idea of what to do with Plagued. Well I have the ideas, I just dont know how to execute them. Matter of fact I have plagued planned start to finish, I have, ever since I started writing it, I just need.
I N S P I R A T I O N
Since my soul destroying job has finally come to a close, I have found myself dwelling more in mindset of creativity though, so a sparkle of hope for those who are willing to bear with me in my time of mental limbo.
In other news; I can piss metorites.
Went to the emergency room four days ago, Kidney stone.
Ugh, such an "old man" ailement. Im 20. Im not supposed to have kidney stones. All i can say is, if your drinking 8 cups of coffee a day and 6+ cans of coke. stop it, drink some water. That shit was the most mind blowing, amazing, 10 out of 10 pain I have ever experience of my life. With pissing blood and throwing up from sheer pain mixed in, kidney stones are some real nightmare shit.
But if you do ever find yourself in a situation wherein the piss crystal in your urinary trackt twists and puts your arse on the floor, just remember to keep laughing. It might make it hurt more, but at least those around you will be a little less worried, they might even smile.
Good to hear you're happier with your new job.
I wish you the best in both your new place of work as well as your writing!