Sorry for the scare earlier. · 9:26pm Feb 10th, 2017
My mind's been on overdrive lately. No, I'm not leaving.
I thank you all for the wonderful comments. It really helped and means a lot. I will delete that blog later, though.
Now, the reason I was contemplating leaving is because I got Cookie into an "I never want to see you again" attitude for me, and seeing as how she gave me a reason to wake up each day, things just looked bleak.
But she's forgiven me, and we're continuing contact as friends.
She's still upset, but it's understandable, you know?
Still a major bummer that I'm single again and Cookie Gamer is dead, but, pun intended, that's the way the cookie crumbles.
Do I think I'll get into a relationship again soon?
Mmmmmay... be?
I don't really know. Still quite banged up, but hopefully things get fixed soon.
I just hope this doesn't get me bipolar disorder.
Until then, if you're religious, pray that me and her find prosperity and new loves soon.
Especially the latter, because Valentine's Day.
Also, the weather's been changing much recently. After I made that video, the Sun poked out for the first time in two weeks up here. Then the clouds came back after me and Cookie broke up again. Now it's sunny again, in a symbol of hope.
That's... That's spooky.
I hope you feel better...
Aw crumbs.
Okay, I'm done with retarded jokes for now. Happy living~
I will be praying for you and Cookie. And yes, there will always be hope.