Sep
26th
2012
Status update #5 · 2:58pm Sep 26th, 2012
Everything is over.
I broke down. Both emotionally and mentally.
I have BPD, and I have every symptom of it.
Don't tell me that 'it's not true', I know it is, it actually answers the question of 'Why can't I socialize' and a lot of other questions like that.
I quit the university too. I can't be there.
I'm at home now, and I will go to a psychologist, then to the next of doctors who can cure me out of my state.
I'm sorry if I said anything offending before, check the symptoms of my state and you'll know why I said things.
I'm sorry.
Zeph out
We're still here for you man. Just remember that and you'll do fine.
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I know, and I will not really change in my behaviour, it's just that now I know the reason of it.
Quite sad.
385034 It can always be worse.
Besides now that you know what's wrong you can get help or even use it to your advantage. That last part is tricky but with enough effort you can do it.
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I know and if you read the symptoms closely, you'll find out that I'm pretty good in twisting people's emotions, like a psychopath. :/
Well holy sheet, I wonder what cause this disorder :/
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Well, from my experience it dwells within you and your environment make it appear.
Like 10 (ten) years of constantly being bullied.
385360 Hmm, thank god I've only been bullied for five :D