I need to say this. · 4:58pm Sep 22nd, 2012
To anybody who is reading this, i need to say something about my depression. My doctor said it was normal for a teenager, but i lied to her. I told her that i had suicidal thoughts about once a month. I really have them almost every day. about an hour ago, me and my brother got into a fight. Shortly after, I tried to kill myself. I grabbed a pencil and stabbed my wrist. The reason i am telling you this, why i lied to the doctor, and why i haven't told my family, is because i dont want problems. If i want to kill myself, I dont want anyone in the way. I told you all because you don't know who i really am, so you can't stop me from killing myself if i wanted. I told you because not only do you deserve to know, but also because you are helpless if i do try to kill myself. If my stories don't get updated, im sorry but i have other things to deal with right now.
please nothing is ever worth killing yourself over.
yes life is hard most of the time
but its moments of joy that makes life worth living
please take it from a guy who tried to kill himself
its not worth it
i know that all to well
but you have to tell someone
bottled emotions will hurt you
talking about it is the best way to deal with it
your family loves you
the brony community loves you
please dont leave us
375447 thanks, i feel loved. I started watching some MLP again to calm myself down. It helps a bit. I want to say that people like you are the reason why everyone can feel accepted
376584
Im glad i could help
message me if you ever want to talk
Hahaha are you serious what is this why are you soing this I have thoughts. Like that all the time as a kid cheer up it will pass just meep your chin up and you will get throught this well I did what Icould bye