Pain · 8:01pm Dec 14th, 2016
Pain
I wonder what it's like to feel
The slice of the whip upon my back
The slap of the stick upon my feet
The burn of the wax upon my skin.
I've never really been into the pain side of BDSM,
But then again
My love of BDSM is all talk
And no play
Because I am a wimp.
And yet, I wonder, because
I have never had an ounce of willpower or a modicum of self-control.
I have always been lazy and disorganized.
Off medication, I accomplish nothing
On medication I procrastinate and masturbate and often combine the two
I get away with it, but that's not doing me any favors
I'm privileged enough to be a loser
Who almost never works hard.
And so I wonder
Will the needle piercing my flesh
Will the paddle stinging my ass
Will the nails scraping lines in my skin
Will the boot crushing my balls
Or even the enema distending my bowels Sufficiently redefine my sense of pain and suffering?
Will screaming in agony
And begging for mercy
And sobbing incoherently
Reduced to a miserable sack of nerve endings
Make the little stuff like being an adult
and actually doing the shit I need to do
Instead of perpetual self-indulgent sabotage
Not seem quite so bad?
Perhaps.
But
I'm afraid what I might really find is that
I like it when I hurt. 
The BDS part is nice.
Not so much the SM third of it, though. At least, not for me.
Most of the SM people out there are sensation-seekers. They're less likely to be stuck in fantasy worlds in their head, oddly enough. So I'd expect bronies to be less likely to enjoy SM than the BD, and enjoy the DS part the most.
There are a lot of different sides to BDSM, but the one thing they all have in common is that they are all about trust and passion.
I speak from experience.
~Crystalline Electrostatic~
19:50_12/14/2016
That pic is so hot