This is disturbing as f**k...

As title says... Btw, is anyone is wondering what the wingdings translate to... here it is

1. You killed them.

2. It's all your fault

3. You have no one to blame.

4. You have no soul.

5. You called for help

6. But nobody came...

Here's the link to the artist if anyone is wondering...[b

Comments

[grey mane]

So basically it's nearly like every dream I've head since I was 12. Good to know.

[PrinceUniversa]

4324454 What...?

[grey mane]

4324455 I've basically had fucked up dreams since I was 12, so most things don't phase me too much or too often.

[PrinceUniversa]

4324471 Wow... was your past childhood that bad?

[grey mane]

4324472 Watched two grandfathers from both sides of the family die, I was being bullied before the death of the second one. It only got worse when word got around about it, and how much more vulnerable I was. Almost killed myself during that time to escape the torment, only to turn away before cutting into my arm.

Became very violent towards my tormentors, and in the act of defending myself I was labeled a problem child. The solution to the problem, threaten to toss me into a mental asylum till I got better. Then throw some drugs at me to curb my temper, only making me a bigger target.

I forced myself to stop taking the drug as I transferred to a new school system, where things didn't quite change. The only new things was, my new bullies didn't have the spine to back up their threats. And the thoughts of suicide had turned into dreams of it, in the most colorful and rather impressive of ways. One dream was me jumping out of a plane with a cinder block tied to my feet over the ocean.

So... ya I guess you could say I didn't have a good child hood. Also the first house I lived in was haunted, so there's also that. And I don't mean "Oh the house is just settling scaring a child" kind, I mean "Home built over a cemetery, and no one knows if they did the job right" kind.

[PrinceUniversa]

4325679 Wow... and though my past childhood was bad enough...

[grey mane]

4325723 It was the late 90's early 2K, when bullying was classified as "kids just toughening each other up". Then the bodies started dropping faster than they could say, "It was just this one indecent" or "We swear we didn't know this was going on". It wasn't till I was out of high school that those statements were quickly found out to be full of shit, but in a way it did make it harder for me to crack under pressure.

So you know... silver lining.