Not So Hump Day Day.... I just wanna say that I feel.... Loved · 2:27am Nov 24th, 2016
Lots of people who have seen old blogs about me and my "ex" might remember that TheBlazeBrothers and I were together. They might also remember that I said we broke up or really just put our love on pause. Today I say..... Fuck that! I did not lie to you when I said we broke up, but instead I lied to myself. Yes, we both agreed to wait until I was 18, but now, I don't think we care anymore... I'll be 18 in 3 months and all the things my mom said don't scare us anymore. She knows I talk to him but does nothing. I think my step dad likes him now too. We talked about it one day out of nowhere and he said that whatever I feel is right, I should pursue it. So, I will.... I must.... I am. With all the crazy things that have been happening to him, to me, to us, and with the fights dying before our eyes, I see now. I'm more emotionally about this than I use to be and yet, sometimes I feel nothing. Am I broken? Maybe. It doesn't matter. As long as I feel the will to look for the future and not the past.... I'll be fine. I'm loved again. I was never hated to begin with. And I never hated either. This Thanksgiving, I'm thankful for my ex boyfriend..... And I always will be.
For all the love confessions that I've said to you, Blaze Brothers, this is the most open and the less sappy one. Love knows no bounds. All I can say is I love you. I'm glad you're OK, and I hope that soon you'll find our house. Our safe, warm, loving house. I hope to live with you soon, my alpha.
~TheHeartsSisters
As long as you got a plan for when everything falls apart then you should be OK.
The problems start when you start living together, but when it does rear its ugly head, just take the time to talk about it and never go to bed angry at each other
4315448 I try not to yell or start fights with him anymore. It messes us both up and I always apologize for something we could've talked out like adults. I'm done being mad and if I do for whatever reason, I'll try to talk and not yell.
4315448 Seconded. Back-up plans are important. Love hurts the most when it breaks the moment that you least expect it to.