What's up with wolves. · 3:33am Oct 16th, 2016
So I've been getting electroshock lately. Initially it wasn't working well because they did it too far to the front, to avoid my neurostimulator which is in the right side of my face.
Since then, they've moved to the left side of the brain. This works very well, but the effect of memory loss is more likely to be pronounced. For most ponies, the left side of the brain is the thinking side. But it's also the side that doesn't have a neurostimulator on it. So it's weird to be doing electroshock in the worst possible place, and it means memory loss is more likely.
I'm starting to feel a little like a stranger in my own body, which is both good and bad. The good news is this may actually help me not constantly want to be dead, as that is the goal.
Anyway, I've been working on the game nonstop. The hardest thing about modifying the game is that I'm changing it from a one-stat game to a six-stat game, in order to incorporate the Elements of Harmony. This has necessitated a lot of in-game support. I'm also adding a lot of in-game help in the form of books you can find as you play. Books are rare but over time the more you play, the more you'll figure things out.
Of course, the items that need the most support are the ones that help boost Laughter.
Things have been slow for a while, but eventually I'll have the game ready for testing. I'll post links here once it's time.
Try keeping a log of what you think and write about, even your feelings.
Cool beans?
:/
We'll, I'm glad it's starting to work, but be careful ok? We want you to be happy, not to lose yourself. Keep us updated. :)
But, wait... what is up with the wolves?
I mean, look at them:
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What's going on in their minds man? What is happening?
...It's very late where I am.
Hoping things continue to... Improve? Yeah, hoping things continue to improve for you.
There are so many Interesting Experiments that the idea of you doing all this makes me think of.
But seriously, I hope it twists into something good.