I have to be honest

My family hates me.
I have No friends
The only reason why i did not kill myself was My little pony.
More importantly My little dashie
I have thanked ROBCakeran53 for him saving my life.
But thats the thing i do not know what to do with my life after the show ends.
When mlp ends i dont know what i will do.
Its the only thng keeping me from going o equestria

I have voices in my head as well.
One of them being twilight telling me that if i do a few things . She will take me to equestria.I get applejack in there as well she is nice.But rarity is kinda mean from time to time