My dog was just put to sleep · 10:39pm Aug 12th, 2016
I'm going through so many conflicting emotions now. My dog has had a bad case of heart worms for a while and has been taking medicine for it, but we were expecting him to recover. He didn't.
I'm angry at the vet for not giving him traditional heart worm treatment when we first took him in, dragging it out for months and letting him suffer like this. I'm probably just looking for someone to blame for this, I don't know I literally was only told about this ten minutes ago and I'm a wreck.
He was just staying at the vet for a regular overnight visit and my parents went there to check on him, and they didn't expect him to be in bad as shape as he was when they got there. They put him to sleep. I didn't even get to be there when it happened.
I hate the world, I hate myself, and...I'm a wreck.
I'd say wait for me to recover for story updates but I have no computer to write them on at the moment anyway.
You take as long as you need. Losing a pet is always the hardest shit that you go through.
I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry to hear that man
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Thank you.
And sorry for keeping everyone in the dark about what's been going on with updates. Basically my computer broke halfway through the summer and I still haven't been able to get it fixed, and now this. I'm completely drained right now.
This isn't going to help but, trust me, if you'd been there, it would have hurt even more.
You have my sympathies.
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