• Member Since 6th May, 2016
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Spherical Narcissist


I regret nothing.

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  • 360 weeks
    Hooray for relapse!

    Just when I thought things were looking up, shit happened and I slit my wrist. Woohoo.

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  • 370 weeks
    In a self loathing cycle

    I've got the most gut wrenching cramps and have been rehearsing for a play nonstop. I have a performance in ten minutes as we speak. Currently, I'm stressing about my online class, WWIII, basically making it out of his year alive and free. It's been almost seven months since I've last driven. I'm extremely lonely and only see my friends once a month. I'm in love with someone I can never see and I

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  • 374 weeks
    Got turned down by three people

    All I wanted was a prom date. My life is already falling apart so can I at least have that? The first guy I asked said he wasn't going to prom. The second was uncertain and he's flaked out on me at the last dance. The third guy I asked seemed open to going, but then we learned there's a youth group party the same day, so yeah. Fuck my life. Pardon me while I go slit my wrist.

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  • 374 weeks
    Hey, guys.

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  • 375 weeks
    (Ass)thetic

    Hey, guys! Today my friends and I hung out and did a bunch of cool shit. We played Cards Against Humanity for the first time over some cheap cookies and pineapple juice. My lil bro joined in on the fun. Then we basically went around town and took cool pics, like this one of yours truly. Hope y'all are having a good day. :pinkiesmile:

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Aug
3rd
2016

I'm done. · 8:33pm Aug 3rd, 2016

Why the fuck is my mood going to crap when my life is so much better than it has been in a while? I'm slowly losing my patience. I don't condone bullshit of any kind, and I can only put up with it for so long. I'm angry and crying at the same time and it's making my head hurt. I just want the truth, even if it's something I don't want to hear. I'm a big girl. I don't need things sugarcoated. As long as it's honest, it's OK. Tell me that I'm a bitch, or that I try too hard. It's not an insult if it's a fact.

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What? I don't know, I'm not certain what you mean by all of this.


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zsorry if my answer us unckear I'm extremely drunk right now. Crap I'm supposed to be cooking some delicious puttanesca pasta right now but I'm hammered. My little briother is disappointed that I cann;t help him cook. i thried but fucked up. I'm super shitfaced. Basically, I want peoiple t obe honest, even if it's the ugly truth. There is someine whim I really love. Dafuq am I saying. basically, I want people to be brutally honest, even if it is the ugly truth. I prefer the truth. I hate lies. I'm super in love but I want people to know that sometimes I get reall ysad for no reason. It runs in the family. I'm scared tat my friends will juge me. Although I may seem confident, I still have insecurities. I'm sad taht I can't cooke the puttanesca because that's my favoriete recipe.

4130352 Ok makes sense. So you want me to give you a rundown of what I think of you?

4130360 I knowthe feeling =. It;s easie rtho be single coz tehn you can't hurt the peseon.. I see as stragiht ad zIA am. XZD. I don't waNT TO BE A BAD INFLUENCE TO THE PESON WHIM i RELY=KLLY LOVE. i wanted to call ehm to tell them m=tjat my mood gpes in waves but athe y didn't pick up

4130369 sure I'll have to erad it when I'm ober hiough. I was so drubk that I couln't help my brother cook my favotitre dinner

4130422 Well, I'm certainly not a fan of how much you drink. I know many people who've lost loved ones to them drinking themselves to death. (Although you probably don't drink as much or drink as strong stuff as they did, it's still worrying.) But, I do like you, you're a nice person but the substance abuse is kinda concerning.

4130890 I not only scarred myself but also my little brother for life. I got so drunk that I puked. I never want to drink again. :fluttercry: I need to talk to my friend about what happened before I post it on here. I'll post it though.

4131519 Puking is just your body trying to detox itself from the alcohol. And if were sweating a lot, same thing.

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