I feel bad, so I should feel bad anyway. · 4:31am Jun 22nd, 2016
Hello readers,
For those of you who came across my story and faved, commented, and liked it, I would like to thank you so much for reading my story. Now I'm gonna cut this short as possible because I know you guys prefer to know what happen, why the story abruptly stopped, why did I not put it on hiatus earlier and so on...
If you are not interest in reading this...that's okay too...I deserve that.
*Sigh* (Sorry if my English typing is bad)
Welp, it goes like this: College was making me feel bad, my parents made me feel bad for struggling in classes, I was lost for a while and worst of all, my progress and determination for the story went down the drain...literally. As in, my story progress and plots I worked on was deleted when my laptop crashed on me and that was 3 years ago. So what did I do after all that? Pretty much slap myself and study hard til I was able to transfer to university this year. So up to this point, I'm doing some job hunts while waiting for my next summer class to start.
Okay so that's the situation up there done, but what about the story? Why didn't I try to continue where I left off?
Pretty simple answer: I lost interest with the story. Yeah, you can start unfollowing me, take it out of your fave, or comment if this upsets you. I have no excuse for this. I wasn't expecting the story to gain some interest and I thought that most readers would probably move on and read other stories that are better than mine (In relation to KH crossovers). That was until recently, my story gradually gain more likes than I thought. Heck, the story was even added in one of the game crossover category.
I did try to look back on the story and try to remember what the plot was going at, but at some point later I couldn't force myself to try again if I wasn't feeling it so I halted and looked away from my story, leaving it "Incomplete" for who knows how long until I finally switch off to "hiatus".
"Why switch to hiatus if you lost interest with the story?"
I feel stupid to say this, but I would hope that one day when I feel like I can write a story again, I can continue off with the story I left behind and finish it just once in my life. That was the only reason I switched to hiatus so yeah....
So that's about it I believe. I really don't deserve much respect for leaving the story like that so...I guess I should finally cancel it.
Thank you again for the likes, comments, and faves! I hope you guys find great stories to read in this website.
- Shyasu
It's no problem at all really. Life tends to throw many curve balls at us from time to time be it college or health related issues so it's quite alright that you were too occupied to properly post this because when your education and future career is on the line, we must strive on. At least you got this off your chest so that's another hurdle passed.
Still, I do wish you well in the future and I can say that many of us can relate in one way or another.
hey so long as the author is happy I'm happy.
4041803
I'm happy that you are okay with this and thank you!
4040411
It does feel good to get it out of my chest and thank you for the wish!
While I'm still rather saddened that I close down the story after all those years of leaving it untouched, I still want to try and write a new story. Of course, I'm going to think carefully if I could really do it or not.