I'm back! With some news! · 5:38pm Sep 8th, 2012
Hey, you guys! I have some good news, some bad news, and some... Well, news! LOL! Let's start with the good news!
Good News - I made an ask blog on Tumblr! YAY! It's dedicated to my OC Michael! Now, go check it out! Once I really get into Tumblr, I'm probably going to make an ask blog for my other OCs, Lightning Run, and Red Velvet. So go and ask some questions! My Main Ask Blog
Average News - I'm starting to get back into writing. I may post the new chapter in a couple of weeks. Sorry, but I've been busy with school.
Bad News - My friend asked me how I deal with criticism, and how it effects me as a person because my latest chapter "offended" him. You know how I said, "Rule 34 Community: Shut Up, or die!"? Well, my friend(s) didn't take too kindly to that, and think that I might get flamed for saying that, and here's what I had to say for that!
"Meh. Hatred = Motivation. Flaming = Working harder and continuing. It's the Rule 34 community's fault that I'm slowly easing away from being a brony. I'm starting to realize that there's more to it than just fun and games and happiness and laughter. The MLP fandom is... Screwed up. I miss being just a regular closet brony, where I followed innocent blogs, and watch the show and enjoy it. Now, I despise everything about the fandom. I look at it now, and think, 'Oh my God... What was I into?' I mean, I still like the show, and the innocent things involved with it, but the stuff that I used to like, like AskHumanLuna, or AskDiscordWhooves are just... Screwed up. Lust is splattered all over the freaking wall of the fandom. I look at it now, and think, 'I don't like this. I don't like being involved with this.' And now, I look at the show and I can't help but think that the fandom is even screwing up my views of the show. I just... I'm pulling away from the fandom. I'm done with it... I might keep writing fanfictions, and drawing pictures of the ponies, but... I just don't like the fandom anymore. These people are crazy. Insane. Perverted. It bothers me now, since I'm closer to God. As you can see, I haven't turned on the Xbox in a while, and I haven't even touched my T.V. I feel closer to Him. And now that I am, I'm starting to realize that all of this stuff that I'm involved in is... Evil... Lust. Darkness. Killing. Sex. And I'm sorry to say this, but homosexuality... It bothers me now. All of it. Of course, I accepted it, and I'm also realizing that no matter what I do, I can't change it, but... I don't want to be a part of it. But hey, keep doing whatever you're doing, but I'm not a part of it, anymore... I'm done."
So yeah. That's what I had to say. I know that the negative side of the fandom shouldn't stop me from watching the show, but honestly, If I continue to watch the show, I'll probably more than likely get right into the fandom, again, and I don't want that. I mean, the fandom is bullcrap, and it sucks. All there is in the fandom is authors that whine over flaming, or a bit of criticism, and just a bunch of drama, and I don't want to get involved with that. Not anymore. Not after what happened between me and Poodicus, and not after opening my eyes to what the fandom is truly about. But hey, I'm not trying to stop you from being a brony. Not at all, but... Still, I'm sorry, you guys, but I'm out. I'm not a brony, anymore... I'm done.
I'm still not forgiving you for my FUCKING CANCER and yes this is one point where I agree and I only agree with one thing you said 'The mlp fandom is...... Screwed up' that I agree with.
442174 LOL! Sorry about the cancer. But thanks for the agreement! ^_^ Once the fandom raged at Lil' Miss Jay, I was done.
443792 I was ready to hunt down people and snap there necks after that shitstorm.
444020 I know right? LOL! It was so stupid! I mean, I don't support Rule 34, but for people (especially bronies) to ruin the fun of someone doing what he loves to do, I'm disappointed. Shame on you, bronies! Shame. On. You. lol. In fact, it's not even just the Lil' Miss Jay situation; I fell victim to really harsh criticism. Just look at the comment section of my story "Best Dream Ever." That's another example of poor and harsh criticism and hate. I mean, I had my fair share of hatred being given to others, but I regret it, and I would never rage or hate on another author/artist. Never. I mean, one time, I just raged and flipped out, and dissed some other author, and now I regret it. Of course, I did apologize and I forgot about it, but meh. It's no big deal, anymore...
444044 I only hate on things that are false. Like when people say that a pony can survive a Halo spartan armors emp blowback, that always makes me angry. SINCE YOU KNOW THEY SURVIVE IT IN EVERY HALO CROSSOVER
if they do survive they will land in the hospital for the rest of their lives.
444082 I agree! I mean, as long as the criticism is valid, then it's not really something that should be posted. But if it's something like that, then I kind of see where you're coming from, but just posting things like what FIM Jimi Hendrix said, or what some people do say, it's not really proper critique. In fact, it's not even something that should be posted. It's sort of like cyber bullying.
444096 I would not call it cyber bullying I just call it being a douche
Well, I kind of see it the same way either way. lol.