Goodbye (at least for now) WARNING: LONG POST · 5:38pm May 29th, 2016
I've been avoiding this for too long, but time has come I guess.
As some of you might've noticed, I've deleted all the you I had as skype contacts, so please don't worry about that.
This isn't supposed to be some dramatic great "goodbye!-blog" just a simpe explanation.
So the thing is, I got into MLP one and a half year ago, and it really changed my life. I believed it was for better, and everything was going so well. I had so many wonderful friends, the days got just better and better and were filled with fun and laugher.
But then...all of these wonderful friends faded away, betrayed me or ended up being insane and scary.
Scary yeah... that's the thing. After getting to know all my "friends'" true colors, I am scared. Scared to meet people like that again. I thought bronies were awesome, the whole "love and tolerate" thing sounded lovely in the beginning. But that's it, it's just a saying, that very few consider.
Anyway, the point is, I no longer enjoy watching MLP. Of course, I still love the characters and all, which is why I will continue to make art and upload it on DA, but my time on this site is nearly over.
To all those who have been my friends
I'd really like to say names, but that would make this too long. So instead, I want to thank you all for the lessons, no matter if they were good or bad. 
Next, just a few things I want to get out:
-It's "Goodbye (at least for now)" because I suck at following my own rules. So I might still check in here for a few weeks, but it will slowly descrease.
-Sorry to everyone on Skype, I deleted all my contacts there.
-If you still wish to keep in contact with me, you can find me on DeviantArt, Twitter and MyAnimeList
-I'm not sure about stories. I still love writing, but the one's that are up will probably be cancelled and I won't publish the half-done one's.
And in the end, just a few things I'd like everyone to know, that I learned the hard way:
-Nobody online is normal
-Your opinion of yourself is more important than anyone else's opinion of you
-Having a crush can almost literally crush you
-Never trust someone who has mommy-issues. Seriously, what they say about their mother says everything about them
-Don't look for love, don't expect it. The best things in life are unexpected. Instead focus on becoming the best possible version of yourself.
-Not everyone wants to be saved, some idiots enjoy the pain
-Always assume everyone likes you, until proven otherwise
-Self love is IMPORTANT. Because there is one person you're stuck with for the rest of your life, and that's YOU
-Action speaks louder than words. You're not who you say you are. You are who you prove you are
-Other people aren't the medicine. Sometimes the only person that can help you is YOU
-Literally everyone struggles, so be kind. Don't be a self-obssesed jerk, then nobody will like you
Thanks for the memories and goodbye!
I hope you have a good life. :3
I'm gonna miss you.
So many are leaving
I wish you well.
I hope you do well, KJ. You are a good friend. I'm sorry we didn't talk much recently, but you really are great. *Hugs*
Life goes one, and so do you. Go do some awesome things my friend.
It was nice getting to meet you. I totally get wga5t you mean by how noone on the net is normal, it's partly why I keep internet freinds and acquaintances separate from real life ones, there are just too many weirdos out there.
Anyway have a good one!
take care
Fare thee well
Nuuuu!
Y dos everyone keep leaving?
Well, I didn't communicate with you much, but I did read your blogs occasionally. I wish you the best of luck, and hopefully you'll be back.
They always come back.
Have a great rest of your life. I liked you.
3981327 Thanks, same to you!
3981335 I'll miss everyone here too, but it's time to move on
3981336 Yeah, they all leave in the end. Hope you'll live well too
3981337 *Hugs* Thank you
3981349 Yup, thanks I'll try to
3981357 Ikr. Thanks, I'm happy I got to know you to!
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3981412 Thank you
3981416 Everyone has to leave in the end
Maybe I'll be back someday, maybe not, maybe I'll use another account then, who knows
Best of luck to you too!
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I hope we can still talk every once and a while. ^_^ I believe I am watching you on deviantart :3
Man, I know how you feel!! People seem SO good at first, then you see them for who they really are: twisted, demented, messed up, etc!! And I don't agree with the mommy thing!!! Sorry, I just don't! But yeah, I have had my heart ripped out by my girlfriend in 4th grade(now I'm 15, and I'm gonna 'fly solo', if you know what I mean), we have had roommates that came here to get thier lives fixed, only for them to leave cauze they don't like resposibility!! And the real kicker is: we hear from/about them a couple weeks later, only to hear that they are back in jail/back on drugs/getting into a relationship they "can't" get out of/etc. One life lesson my mom learned early on is: everyone is where they want to be!! So a woman is getting abused, and "can't" get out of there, or that this guy "can't help" but stay addicted to drugs, and this other person can't get thier life straightened out enough to stay out of jail/prison, when they d*** well know they can!!! So don't let the bad people mix up your definition of people in general!! Just be careful about who you want to be friends with!! Me personaly, I would actually get to know the person, BEFORE I hangout with them. Many people of today have many problems, in comparison with people 50 years ago!! And- oops, sorry!! I went off on a rant again!!
But take all of what I said to heart!! Relationships, and friendships aren't bad!! Its just the people that are in them!! If 2 good people are friends, tey will stay that way!! I will go before I start to ratnt again!! Be careful out there in the great forest called life!! There will be good, there will be bad!! But what really matters, is what you think is the right thing!! Gizmo Gear, sighning off!!!
3981643 With "mommy issues" I mean people who have a bad relationship with their mother's. It usually makes a mess of their head.
Thank you for the advice though
3981438 Sure!
3981420 Thanks, you too
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Yay!
And people always wondered why I'm so silent. People are weird, we're all weird if you're people. we all look out for number one and nothing will change that. All I can say is C'est la Vie and keep on swinging. Stay weird and keep on rocking.
Oh. I'm sad to see you go. I had a lot of fun talking to you on skype and FiMfic! It was fun!
We'll all still be here if you need us! Thanks for being such a good friend!
3981696 OOOH! Ok! And no problem, I like to give advice!!