I wish I could write about ponies with the passion I write to my crush. · 1:27pm May 20th, 2016
I've told you that I like you, now I'm not sure what to do. Do I ask you on a date? Try to cuddle? Move on with my life? I don't want to force something that isn't there; I want you and I want you to feel the way I feel about you. Is that possible? Is that something you want? Do you want a relationship? You seemed enthusiastic. No, not enthusiastic, but pleasantly open maybe. Don't feel bad; I don't exactly have a lot of experience here either. You know I'm having a hard time saying what I want to say or knowing what to feel when I resort to Freeverse sort of poetry, sort of just rambling. I mean I guess I can end this the same way I end everything I say about the subject with you: No matter what, I'm glad you're my friend. But I feel like that's a copout. We are already friends. I want to be more than friends, and I want you to want that too. The question is: do you want to want that?
Ugh this is hard. I mean, we enmesh well in a variety of ways. Is that enough though? With a lot of hard work almost anyone can pull off and sustain a relationship. It's a matter of wanting to. And that's where I'm really scared I guess. Scared feels like perhaps too strong a word because this isn't a matter of life and death. But it is a matter of love and I shouldn't shortchange myself: that's still something important and worthy of deep emotions. Am I being over dramatic? Or just honest with myself?
It all boils down to this: do you want to feel the way about me that I feel about you? And the follow-up question, which I'm not supposed to say aloud: how can I convince you that you do?
~yours histrionically, Bryan
Ha- I feel the same way.
I have such a bad crush on someone here.
Unfortunately I just can't impress them, no matter how hard I try. If I say I like something, he says he doesn't lik that. Lol
Everything. Every fuckkng thing I have to say. I actually caught myself feeling BAD about myself because I just couldn't please this person.
I found myself thinking I wasn't good enough.
So I gave up.
It's heartbreaking, I wanted nothing more than to be this mans friend.
Obviously he didn't want to be mine.
I quit sending messages, and he hasn't made any attempt to contact me.
It's time I move on.
Even though I'm so heartbroken, lol
Ugh
I know how you feel, I hope u have better luck with your crush.
3958341 thanks dude or dudette. I'm lucky in that this woman is already my good friend and is going to keep being my good friend regardless.
And as for you, yeah it's hard to be ignored. This person doesn't want to even be your friend, much less special some pony? Then yeah, as hard as it is, you ought to move on. And I think it's important not to base self worth on how others perceive you, but rather on being intrinsically valuable. Good luck!
3958344 yeah, it's time for me to move on.
Ps do u know who this is?
Karen from Facebook!
3958365 "canine groomer"
Suddenly it all makes sense