They found her body. · 11:37pm May 11th, 2016
So i just got off the phone from her mum and yes indeed she had killed herself by jumping of bridge. Well now what, she did it she killed herself all because she couldn't be with me, it feels like i'm the one to blame for her death becasue why didn't i see the signs, just why? I'm i really that dumb, that retarded that i couldn't see it, she was in fucking love with me and she killed herself becasue she thought we could never be together. I feel like i murdered her, i feel like i've got her blood on my hands now and i have to live with it. My whole situation is getting more fucked by the day, just recently i had to let go of my girlfriend becasue she fell for someone else, we were going to have a open relationship but i notices her was more interested in other so i let her go and now i lost i someone else i loved.
Just fuck my life, i'm i supposed to be alone with no one to love me or hold me?
I feel hollow and empty. I hate losing friends.
*Sigh*
There are are more than a 1,000 words in the English language. And I can say 1 word to describe how you feel. I am very sorry. And I have NO clue how you feel. 
If you feel up for it, come talk to me.
Hey... Don't do any more suicide.
That's not what she wants you to do. 
No matter how much pain you go through. YOU have to live. 
*hug* i am so sorry. i can only imagine how you must feel... but don't kill yourself... live for her...
Sorry, man. I wish there was something either of us could do. It's not your fault.
I am sorry.