• Member Since 2nd May, 2016
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AngelicDemon81


just me

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  • 399 weeks
    Heartache again

    The feeling of your heart breaking sucks, apparently the man I've been in a relationship with for almost 2 years was and is still talking to one of his exes behind my back. I thought he was different but I guess not, all guys are the same. Here I am yet again laying in bed crying and trying to figure out if I should tell him I know or wait and see how long it takes before he tells me, or if he

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  • 409 weeks
    Hmmm

    What's the point of being in love if you are not committed to being in it all the way? Love requires all of you. You can't hide behind a wall protecting your feelings and still demand that your partner be all in. And even though vulnerability scares a lot of us, protecting our heart's from getting hurt is also preventing our heart's from receiving love. The only way to find out if you and your

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  • 410 weeks
    Thinking

    I don't know why but I feel like I'm bad luck, that everyone I care about is going through hard times, and I feel so helpless that I can't do anything to help them, cause I can barely take care of my kids and myself. I'm beginning to think I should dissappear for awhile, and see what happens, maybe moving out of town will be good for me, maybe all I need is a new start were no one knows me, maybe

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  • 413 weeks
    Love?

    My past relationships were anything but perfect, and this relationship isn't perfect either but close to it, but I can honestly say that he is worth the wait, I just hope/pray he realizes just how he really feels about me, I don't know how much more of feeling lonely I can take.

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  • 414 weeks
    time

    I get it, I really do. At first he was so into you, you almost thought it was a little much, but he was cute as well as smart and so enamored with you that you decided to give him a chance. And once you went for it, you felt like you were falling (or flying). You spent every day and night together. He made you feel like you were the only woman in the world, until he didn’t.

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May
3rd
2016

a little something · 4:12am May 3rd, 2016

I’ve come a long way from the timid girl I once was. It used to be that I was the girl in the back of a classroom who didn’t feel like she belonged. Now, with all that has happened in my life since school, I can say without a doubt that I am a changed woman. I can hold my head up high and be proud of my accomplishments. I'm still self cautious about certain things and I still have trust issues that is really hard for me to overcome, every relationship I've ever been has lasted at least 5 years except for one, and every single one was abusive in some way or cheated. I'm beginning to think that there is no happy ever after and that fairy tales don't exist, except on TV and in stories.

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Comments ( 2 )

I'm no expert, but I'd like to think that it'll happen some day. Sure, you've been delt a shitty hand at life, but that doesn't mean that it's all bad. Things are rough, no doubt, but tough times don't last. Tough people do.

I know it's not much to offer, but if you need someone to talk to, I'm here.

Thank you Darkhanos, I am a strong woman, and I know I can get through anything that is thrown at me.

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