I'm sorry. · 4:27pm Apr 19th, 2016
Hello everyone, Sound here.
I just wanted to make this blog to apologize for not being active for the better part of my time on this site.
I would normally give a reason for not being active, but in all honesty, I'm not motivated enough.
It's not fun, it kills my interests and possibilities. I've recently come to the understanding that nothing's fun anymore, it's just a distraction from all of my underlying problems that I suppress and try to forget about.
I used to love art and live streaming with friends, I would spend my Friday's and Saturdays playing disc golf with my dad. But now I just push my friends away, and tell my dad that I don't want to go.
My dad thinks I hate him because of my not wanting to go to work with him anymore, or go play disc golf with him and my god-father and sister. Rest assured I love him with all my heart, I chose him over my mother after all. But the feelings still there.
My usual escapes like reading, YouTube, or playing video games, just isn't working like they used too...
I guess it's all of the disappointment I have for myself for not being able to get something done. Maybe it's something else, I don't know.
Well anyway, I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I've got to go in a moment to leave school for the day, so after this I don't know if I'll ever really talk to anyone on here again.
See you on the other side...
Sound out...
Sounds like depression...
Best of luck and best wishes to you.
Stay safe and I wish you the best if luck in life