More unexpected delays · 7:41pm Apr 11th, 2016
Again, I find myself in a state where I must apologize to anyone who is waiting for any content to come out from me. To put it simply, because I feel that anyone who knows my track record of what kind of stories I can put out Here's my other account so you can see what I'm capable of, I will explain why all the delays.
You might ask why I'm even bothering updating like this. It's because I look at the people who watch me seriously. You're fans (of some sort) of my work, and expect (to some degree) new content to come out that will entertain you. I don't want to disappoint and so want to be transparent with you all because your support means so much to me.
First off, and this is just to clear the air on something, I'm trying to get creative writing to pay. I don't really know how I'm going to accomplish it, but I figure I don't have much to lose, so I'm going to try.
Now, why has nothing come out yet? Because of a live changing indecent that happened to me, near 20 years ago, my life has been a roller coaster and within the last five years its taken some serious turns for the negative. It's been tough, but I'm trying to turn that around, and for me to do that, I have to confront what happened so long ago and close the book on that long chapter of pain if I'm truly going to move on.
This, as you can imagine, is rather hard. What makes it worse is the incident involves my father. I'm writing a letter, but for the safety of myself and my family, I will never send it. In this letter, I'm getting it all out and just finally saying what has needed to be said.
I'm finding this to be more painful than expected, and for all my articulation and word play, I'm floundering into the right words that actually describe my pain, anger, sorrow, and pity, created from, and given towards, the man who could have been my dad, but chose to throw it all away.
I don't think I'll be able to come out with any content until I get this letter dealt with, and I have no idea how long that will be. I'm trying to be more Christ like (one of the reasons why I pulled down the two stories on this account as they, indirectly, promoted or glorified murder. It is also why I have abandoned my other account as it has content that I now do not approve of, but I'm not ready to take down because of personal reasons.)
I hope you all understand, and I thank you for your continued patience.
Its alright mate. You come first, and we have more then enough patience to let you finish your duty.