Yo, look, Scatter's alive!

Just to assuage any worries, I'm not dead. I have been sorting through some pretty unstable emotional and societal worries. I've been working two jobs since my last upload and it is kind of draining on a spiritual level that the second job is a piece of shit part time gig I planned to dump five fucking years ago.

Things have quite legit been looking up recently. I have an actual timetable for me being full time for the career I love and want (the guy I will be replacing is planing moving to Las Vegas in September). I spent last Fall and Winter (such as Winter was in the northeast this year) fighting with some INTENSE fucking depression. My regular thoughts were corrupted with such worthless, unhelpful thoughts as "are you ever going to move on? This town will be the death of you" but now that drill hanging around my neck is glowing with the light of a mighty soul I've started towards breaking the tyrannical bonds of gravity around Honesdale.
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I've been making actual measurable strides towards improving my physical and emotional health (I gained, like, 30 pounds since I graduated college last July) and am working towards being sub 200 lbs. again. This has correlated to a dramatic and FUCKING AWESOME boost to my emotional status. I can't exactly promise I'll work on Snowfall anytime soon (Big Sorry) since I'm more concerned with my emotional and spiritual life ATM, but I have most certainly not abandoned it. The drill in my heart digs a little bit further, advancing beyond each turn. This is how spiral beings, no, HEROES roll!

LET'S FUCKING GO!