Mar
3rd
2016
I hate my younger self · 6:01am Mar 3rd, 2016
So I just went through and deleted like... most of my blog posts because of how much I hated me in them. I mean, I'm 19 now, almost 20, so that means that I wrote half of them before I turned 18, and grew up... a lot.
I was a major shitbag back then. Well... I mean I probably still am now. But anyways! Yeah, a lot of those blogs are gone.
Holy shit I was a dick.
ALSO! I'm writing stuff again. I can't promise anything, but I've put down 6k of spook story in the past few days. And so far, it's going great!
Spook story?
But it's not even October yet!
3788993 By the time I finish the damn thing it probably will be!
Looking back at one's old thoughts is a terrifying trial but don't worry, I'm sure you've changed as much as "spook story" will by the time you publish it.
Join the club Sorren.
looking back at my younger self is like looking into the face of a chaos god from the 40K universe: harrowing, maddening, and liable to result in heresy.
The whole internet is a dick measuring contest so don't feel special just because you're almost no longer a teenager and you deleted your old asshat posts. Being a dick is your right as an anon.
This whole life everyone seeks enlightenment/money and many feel that now they are at the pinnacle of their being but just around the corner they unexpectedly get even better. Just like reaching level 70 in Diablo 3 there are unlimited levels of paragon to achieve. There are many players but few have a toon that can run torment x.
It's a road we all take through life man, I know it too well myself.