Recent thoughts and things I feel like they need to be said, dood. · 6:01pm Feb 26th, 2016
Hey, dood. Still waiting for me to write another chapter of Misadventures or House Sparkle? I got around to making some progress and just have to finish the next sex scene and it'll be done, dood.
But there are a few thoughts I have for this story and some things I need to get off my fannypack, dood.
First is that I've got a bigger glimpse of how... rapey Misadventures got to be. If this was Femdom rapey, I'd be slightly more okay, but there is a fair share of Twilight just mounting mares without consent and that's finally started to crawl onto my back to claw my neck, dood. But that's more because I don't really make notes when I do this sort of thing, hell... I stated that the next Misadventures chapter would be Juliet vs. Momma Velvet but now it ended up as Juliet vs. Cherry Jubilee, and I free write it all just as how I view it would work, dood. Personally, I am too lazy to go back and change ten or so chapters in a way that it's no longer rape, especially when many characters acknowledge that they were raped and are fine with it because I wanted them to love Twilight in some stupid way because I am blindly loyal to Twilight, and I'm an idiot.
Second, While this story just exploded as a 'multi-chapter work' rather than staying as a 'one-shot'. Pregnancy wasn't going to be a thing, every character would have been fucked with no mini-Twilights in their belly and less than minimal chance of STDs, I quickly changed my mind because I realized that people like that sort of thing and I wanted to appease my audience, dood!
By the way, dood, I still don't understand the pregnancy fetish. I heavily danced around foals because I didn't know or want to write them. Despite me writing them to the side, they are far more technical and difficult than ever. Twilight should be spending most of her time with Fluttershy and Miracle, not fucking around while Fluttershy takes care of a child (no matter how good of a caretaker she is). And as I scour the internet for things to do like hentai games and the sort, I find so many people asking for 'will there be pregnancy?' which caused me to think the following outloud, dood:
People are more okay with woman getting raped by orcs and knocked up by these orcs or tentacle monsters than any sort of demand for Futanari(the only 'weird' fetish I can get behind). Hell dood, it boggles my mind that more people will shout with glee when tentacles are in but when a chick with a dick enters the game, there are guys that will outright say 'gross, the fuck is that doing there?'
I blame Zone for the tentacles thing, dood, despite how great of an animator he is.
The final thing to note is... writing multiple chapter things is really killing my desire to write more. I've been playing Digimon Story: Cyber Sleuth and I had an idea to have the MC(Ami) getting tail from some hot digimon (Lilithmon, Rosemon, and Orphanimon) or Kyoko and her open dress shirt that's begging for eyes to stare at it, dood.
I loved how big this got but I feel like this should have stayed as a 'Lyra and Futa Twilight have sex, The End' sort of thing. Does this mean I'm stopping Twilight's Misadventures and Apologies to the Readers? Nope, dood. Does this mean I'm going to move House Sparkle from Hiatus to cancel? Not at all, dood. Does this mean I'll do another Mini-Series again form the list of things people want me to write?
Maybe, dood. It might be my now-faltering interest in MLP, or that I am starting to go do other things or whatever. (I never saw the last three episodes of Season 5 or any of the movies, and yes... I'm kinda rustled by Starlight being reformed, I'd rather her be a returning villain, dood. And this is the second thing I've heard/saw something and immediately disliked it, dood. The first being Flash Sentry) So after I finish Misadventures and House Sparkle... I might just stop writing MLP stories all together unless I feel like writing again, dood. (I'm not leaving the fandom, I have an open tab to Fimifiction and derpibooru just so I can look at new Futalight stuff, dood.)
Or maybe I''m getting too old, my neck-warming beard is telling me to get mad at Shining Sparkle and Spilight, and my creativitly and inspiration is running low and I need to refuel for some reason, dood. Either way, I'll get back to you guys when I finish Cherry getting reminded that Juliet is in town... and in her pussy, dood.
Also, yes... sometimes it is annoying to type 'dood' in EVERY PARAGRAPH OR LINE, but it's a thing and I like the end result, I even giggle when people ask me why the fuck I misspell dude and use it way too much. Oh well, dood.
EDIT: People seem to think I am leaving the fandom, dood. Let me make that statement bold, dood. I am merely reducing the amount of MLP porn I write by a HEAVY amount... more than I use to write, dood.)
So what you're saying is....
You're feeling your sins crawling on your back?
3778862 That's the reference I made, dood
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Well, as long as you don't do a genocide run on the story as a whole, it's all good!
I suppose I can understand some of your apprehension with the direction the story's taken. I've been on the 'net a loooong time, and I'm pretty damn desensitized to all that stuff, but I get how it's an entirely different matter when you're the one doing the writing. I would suggest writing what you like, not what others want you to write. I had plenty of people responding negatively to having Twilight as a herm/futa/whateverthefuckyouwannacallitIdon'tcare seemingly for no reasonin my own story, but I ignored them. It is admittedly unusual since the story isn't sex-centric, but it's just what I want to write. If they don't like it, they don't have to read it. That's not my problem.
I totally get what you mean about Starlight Glimmer, too. I didn't necessarily have a problem with her being reformed, but I had a huge issue with why she did the stuff she did. It was probably number four in my top ten facehoof moments. Maybe to a child it seems more impactful or important or whatever, but to an adult it was...really stupid.
3778882 Yeah, but that was probably because I was so into looking for fan-input on the early years of Misadventures (which caused the Mini-Series to just spawn from that idea) and that was because I loved the idea of reader-driven stories... and that didn't work out at all that I wanted and that shit started as early as the Pinkie's first sex chapter or even Rainbow Dash and Spitfire's sex chapter, dood. Of course I did learn better later by Chapter twelve that I can't do that shit no more and started just doing my own thing with how I write and people were more or less accepting it, which was good.
And reading comments sometimes turn out to be the brightest part of my day. I look forward to that shit and get excited when I see a notification, dood. And a lot of the time, it's either people praising me for my writing or getting butt hurt over my spelling and overuse of the word dude/dood.
But back to the point, I still enjoy writing and get an idea based on what I'm playing/watching/reading at the time for what I wanna do, dood. RWBY, FF14, and lately the Cyber Sleuth Digimon game I just mentioned in the blog post, dood. But sometimes... writing Pony porn gets tiring and I just lose that drive to write every so often. Which is why I never use deadlines or due dates, I hate those and just wanna do things at my pace (hideously slow) and when it's done, it's done kind of thing, dood.
While I deeply appreciate everyone that likes my stories and whatnot... ponies can't last forever, dood. Hell, I barely keep tabs on Disgaea, the series my character is based off of and I just do things as they happen and react the way I feel is necessary. Which is why I'll probably try and finish Misadventures and do stuff with House Sparkle (because people are easier to write then quadruped mammals) and continue to hope to inspire more writers to write Futa-Twilight, dood... because that's why I started writing: to get more people to do more Futa-Twilight and Futa related stuff and so that I have a way to express myself without having to draw or animate it because that shit is fucking hard, dood.
I am not really up to date with your latest chapters of Misadventures, but I'm not seeing the rapey Twilight vibe, for two reasons.
Firstly, you created a second character named Juliet that seems to do all the raping and taking over Twilight herself. I've never been a fan of that character.
Secondly, to me it seemed more like Twilight was the one being raped more then the mares. All the mares were just treating Twilight like a sack of futa cock they could play with as they pleased. There was only a handful of mares that appeared to have genuine feelings for Twilight as she is.
I'm a fan of the Rapey, and not a fan of the tentacles. I guess I'm the .001% :(
3779398 I will admit that Juliet did do a lot of 'rape', but Twilight did assault Trixie, Gilda, Chrysalis, and Cherry jubilee (Juliet didn't actually rape her herself, but she did tell Twilight to do so to protect Applejack). I probably missed one or two and some from the Mini-Series thing. Juliet only became an actual rapey threat until after Chapter 16 when Twilight regained the ability to procreate, dood. But yeah, mostly mares assaulted Twilight because I'm into Femdom and it got added into the story that way, dood.
3779477 I'm actually not all that for 'rapey' like once in a blue moon... it's takes a lot to get me to read anything with tentacles in it, dood.
Be sad to see you go, given the amount of text that make stories thrown in our direction. But, unless you are doing a diary, even the boring days, all stories come to an end eventually. Just hope yours doesnt for a good many years.
3780322 I'll probably keep writing stuff, dood. It's just that after House Sparkle... I may not write any more pony related stuff, dood.
So hopefully you guys will be able to find my stupid stuff on Fanfiction.net or Archieve of my Own or whatever that site is, dood.
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Id say Fanfiction could do one thing to make them far more popular, and thats a Download Story As Text option. Instead of having to use Select All, Copy, Paste into Wordpad for each chapter.
3780561 I was thinking that too, dood.
Seems you wore yourself out on these stories o.o
I hate seeing people leave ponies though and hope it works out for you ;-;
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What would these other stories you mentioned about? Like fandom/character/nfsw or not wise?
3778882 A lot of people need to try doing that. :/
Yes it's different for a child. I thought it was stupid too but then remembered that this happened to me also...except I lost my friend to bone cancer.
3780635 I did say I'm not leaving the fandom, I'm just writing less of that stuff. The other stuff I've written is currently a Borderlands 2 where the NEw-U machines gives Gaige an exact replica of Krieg's dick and a Blazblue fic where Noel becomes Taokaka' cream dispenser, dood.
The New-U and Not so Lacking Lady, dood. Currently working on a First Person story about Digimon Cyber Sleuth where the Futa MC ends up fucking a bunch of girls and a trappy boy... Lucemon and trying to figure out how to RWBY fic with Futa Ruby Rose, dood.
Rejuvenate yourself good sir! A creator cannot go 100% all the time, so if you need to reduce something that you write, then reduce it! Relax, take time to do other things, get the creative juices flowing, and show us the work you've done on other things!
Honestly though, I've kinda not touched Misadventures because of how rapey its gotten... I'm too much of an old school "consensual" kinda guy.
I really need to re-read House Sparkle again before you get back to it, as I really liked the AU style of it and would love to read more!
3790623 Yeah, I'm just taking it easy... maybe too easy, dood.
And I do not blame you for skipping Misadventures because of how rapey it got. I too am an old-fashion 'consensual' guy but I guess I'm not as consensual as I thought I was, dood.
And I need to get back to house Sparkle one day, dood. People are starting to put it in the KIA folders.
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will they do have that but its on the android app
I understand man, really i do sometimes it is best if you just go at your own pace. You can't let other people tell you how to write your own stories that is not what fanfiction is all about, in fact that is not what writing is all about. Writing is a way for you to express your views on the things you see, either with the world, or with your imagination. Though i wish you can write more futalight, sense i strongly believe that there is just not enough, in the end it is your decision to make whether i like it or not. So you do what you want to do, that is what is important man.
Anyway now that where done with that, i never really felt that Twilight was being rapy at all, except when she is possessed by Juliet. except for that time with Trixie and Chrysalis, though it might not count with Trixie since she actually likes being raped. If anything Twilight is the one that is getting raped multiple times, to the point that i wished that Twilight would grow a backbone. Yes I like Adorkable Twi, but Kick Ass Twi is downright sexy.
And also for the whole regency sex thing? Yeah i don't know why man. heck even i like it, and I still don't know why, maybe because it makes the womens boobs look bigger? I don't know, all i know is that im not against it.
Anyway man, relax and let your creativity juice recharge and if you feel like writing, then go for it man, no rush.
PS: I was just about to ask you if it gets tiring writing 'dood' ally the time.
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Yeah and I learned that pretty well as I wrote, dood. But the charm of 'CYAO' or reader-driven stories always appealed to me. I am definitely writing for me now while getting excited when people tell me they like it. And I do hope that the FutaTwi train will continue onward for everyone, even if I lost the drive to write it, dood.
And at this time, you are pretty right... it was much worse in the past, dood. Lyra was SUPER rapey, Chrysalis was raped by half of Twilight's herd in the original Chapter 12, and then there's Roseluck's mini-series chapter where she s a stalker, dood. But I might just be more disillusioned about that, dood. I've been proven wrong in the past, dood.
Everyone has weird fetishes, I'm trying to cope by glaring angrily at any pics or fics where Twilight gets dicked, dood.
And the problem is that I'm too relaxed about it, dood. From typing this comment, it has been five days since I looked at a chapter of anything.
Also, I find it fun to type 'dood' everywhere, but sometimes I forget to add it and I edit the comment to add that dood to be safe, dood.
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Well man if you ever need any help man im here to help.