Birthday · 2:23am Feb 26th, 2016
Hello, ladies and gentlemen!
Today is my birthday, and I just turned 18, and with that, comes some things I've been meaning to say for a while.
Just thought I'd let you all know that inactivity on this account is mostly because I do not like writing anymore, and many of the stories I have on here or are in the works will most likely be cancelled and deleted to prevent theft.
If I ever decide to write again, it probably won't be MLP related, even though I had gotten my start from the fandom itself in both art and fiction writing, of which I am really quite thankful for. Besides that, however, my writing will probably be taken to Wattpad or someplace else that I won't be made a joke out of just for the sake of being in the MLP Fandom.
As of late, I have viewed my own works rather negatively, and my art is nothing I'm actually comfortable posting anymore. I've lost my motivation and my overall want to draw. I don't do anything besides play video games and talk to people who just kind of exist to me, and don't provide any motivation or any type of help when I need it, since they know nothing about my personal life besides the things everyone knows (i.e. my depression and anxiety).
With that out of the way, I've become more bland and less exciting than I was prior to meeting people, and I want to apologize for that. I feel like my art is lifeless and lacks the individuality it once had before I decided to open up to others ideas and thoughts, instead of using solely my own. I've lost my drive, and I've certainly lost any and all my motivation to do anything that has to deal with ANY fandom I am apart of.
As many of you may know, I started this account in 2013, but I got into MLP around mid-2012. I spent four years teaching myself art techniques and learning so many new tricks from already well-known artists. I spent my free time doodling characters from the show. I took the time I needed to teach myself better ways to write descriptions of people and/or characters. I did so many things while I was in the fandom that I wouldn't have been able to do without the help of those I had befriended early on in my life, say two or three years ago.
I just don't have the motivation to draw anything or write about characters, whether they be my own from fandoms, or from the shows/TV series I may watch. I apologize for those who were expecting updates to come more frequently, but really, I don't think anything is going to be updated from here on out. If they are, then I guess it's because I wanted to do one last thing to say thank you for supporting me, before I completely disappeared from this website.
TLDR: I will not be writing anymore, as I don't have the motivation or willpower to do so on my own time, regardless of what ideas I may have. I have the worst case of writer's block, and I honestly never want to write another story because of it. As for how art goes, I no longer get commissioners, and I'm starting to lose faith in my own art abilities and I just don't want to draw anymore. It's hard to put into words, and I apologize for this huge wall of text, but I just thought you all should know. Thank you for standing by me when I first started, and thank you for the memories and friendships I made through this website.
Yours in Eternity,
Misty
I'm sorry to hear that. I've enjoyed your stories, and I'm sad to see you go, but I hope you'll succeed in whatever you decide to do next.
Hey. I read & commented on Sexual Sensations a little while back. I'm kind of sad to hear this.
I found you on Brony19's profile comments and decided to read one of your stories. I really dig some of the dude's stuff. And he left when I was inactive on Fimfiction. I was a bit sad to find that out, and his buddy Butt Stallion also left even longer ago, who wrote something nastily romantic that I really adore (shouldn't really be hard to find out what). And now you're going too.
I don't really know you guys at all on a personal level besides having contacted Brony19 once, so my slight sadness for you guys feels a bit awkward, but all of you wrote such good stuff with my favorite characters together on various levels. If I find the time, though, I may read your other stories too.
Goodbye, Silvermist.