99 · 8:05pm Jan 6th, 2016
My dearest readers,
I am baffled.
That's all.
I have been gone for who knows how long, and still, I kept gaining new readers. I want to thank you all so much for that. For staying with me for so long even though you hear nothing from me for so long. I am sorry to test your patience. Hey, maybe you've forgotten all about me, but hopefully that will change.
I won't be making any promises, though. I'm in the very last year of my school, and many of you know how the crazyness goes. I should write a bit more, I know, but the guilt of not having The Strikers finished is getting in the way of writing anything at all. I want to change that. I want to write, I really do, but I need to finish that series too. I want to write.
I do have a story ready, I will be posting it soon - it's christmassy, but it's sad. Yet, perhaps, it might actually be the first one in line of a couple of one-shots. (I don't trust myself with longer stories these days... I don't want to leave you guys hanging. Again.) And all those other stories... maybe they'll get a chance to be worked on as well.
But, most of all, I need the willpower. I have been lacking in willpower so much. I need to build up more confidence, more strenght, to work on all my stuff - both school and in here. But it's 2016, it's a whole new year, so why not make that my new-years-resolution? Get stuff done. Period.
So yeah, that's all for now.
I love you guys, even if I don't always show it.
~Civviq Writer
