I'm sorry... and Thank you (vent) · 6:12pm Jan 2nd, 2016

Hey guys... hope you're all doing well an all. So, I've got a few things to explain right now, mainly cuz I know some of you are gonna be surprised or something..

Anyway, so don't know if you guys remember me saying that I was leaving, this year, and that I was coming back on Valentine's to stay a while. Well, if you didn't notice, I didn't say I was coming back officially on that day... why? Cuz my break will continue on Much more longer than a month.

I'm leaving for a while... I don't know for how long honestly. But, truthfully, it'll last more than a year that's for sure... I'm really sorry to all my friends and followers that I have to go for that long. But I have to.
Yea, that means no contact with anyone on the internet, and probably some out of it.

Now to explain why I'm leaving... this is the part where I vent so.. if ya don't wanna see I perfectly understand.

As I said I need a break... a break from Everything. I need to focus more on my life that surrounds me, not my life online.
I've been bad to many people in my life, starting with my mom.
When I first joined the community I was shy, really shy. As I would normally be in person. But, as time went on many things changed, especially me. I've been a bad daughter... really, and as much as you can tell me that I haven't, you don't know my situations, or how I truly feel.
Secondly, my whole family, I've been ignorant, stubborn, lazy, disrespectful.... and it's killing me to see how much it's affecting them and myself.
Thirdly, my friends... oh how I miss them.. I rarely see them anymore.. I'm a bad friend.
And many more people that I feel I've been bad too, but I think I've said enough.

I can admit... I've become addicted. To my phone.. and the online life.. And that's bad.
Don't get me wrong, I'm very grateful for all the people I've met here. The friends I've made, and all the joy they've brought to me, every single day for the past year.
And I wanna say thank you...

Thank you for being with me, for making me smile, laugh, and cry, yes cry, because it makes me see how much I appreciate you guys. Thank you for following me, for liking my art, my silliness, and much more. Thank you for all the joy you've given me. You guys are the best.

Really, it kills me to see me leave you all, but Like I said, I have to... for my own good.
I need to catch up on my life, and try to recover the time that I've lost. Cuz you never know what is happening in the world around you.

As for my art, I don't think I'll be able to stop making art. Art is part of me, and always will. The difference is that I won't be posting as often anymore, probably make a few drawings post them and leave. I'm sorry, but yea.. that means I won't stay long enough to talk. I'll only be making art for you guys to enjoy.

.......I'm sorry... I hope you'll understand.

I'll be leaving tomorrow, then come back for Valentine's day and stay a few days then leave. For a loooong time.
Again, I don't know how long.. but for sure, more than a year.

I'll be making a bit more of art soon. To say thank you and farewell.

So... that is it... I'm very sorry about the vent. But I needed to clear up a few things,and explain why I'm leaving.

Thank you all, once again, for everything.

Crystal Melody (Kc)~

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