Fail · 2:22am Nov 3rd, 2015
I'm a failure.
Felix is dead and he's still getting watchers and likes on the original stories. It seems like no one cares that I'm continuing his work; maybe they don't even want me to continue his work. To me, everyone else is more into keeping him alive themselves than letting me help at all. Like what he asked.
Like in Heart Invasion 101? That popular story that's Vinyl Scratch x Spike? The ponsona I made for Felix, Carnegie Porter, is becoming a secondary character in it. I'm proud that a character I made appeared in another fan fiction, basically embodying who Felix was, but it feels terrible that I had nothing to do with it. I had no influence in it.
In Her Knight in Faded Armor, the Button Mash x Luna story? Doccular made a llama character. Which I know was a nod towards Felix' Llamas: A Drama.
Everyone's making contributions to the SkeleVerse, but they're not letting me actually help. Felix had all of you as friends, and he wanted me to be friends with you all as well. But I can never be Felix and you all know that already and you make a big show about it; so that just makes me think that I'm not good enough to be SkelePone or even have any control over what happens to the SkeleVerse.
I don't mean to complain. I probably just sound like some whiny bastard.
But Felix was an absolute genius. And I'm just some hillbilly nerd who was best friends with this incredible man.
I can't live up to him.
You absolutely can live up to him. Felix would not have entrusted you with his works, his legacy if he did not believe in you. And I believe in you, too.
Keep writing. We still have faith in you.