I am Back!

Yes that right I am back, I've decided I think te time I start going back to writing once more other then a few lines every day.

Work has still has me stressed out but I find I wrote better when I'm stress because when I have to express a emotion I know how said emotion is at the moment but I digress.

I will get back to writing when I can, still have many hours at work and nearly had a small break down the other day, but I'm fine, all it was I guess to me was a small hissy fit. After slow long of bottling up something, it's not a good thing, I speak from experiences.

As I said I am back but there won't be a update for a bit, I'm slowly writing the next chapter as in this chapter there might (might) be some more back story or someone back story being placed into it and other things. I want to keep this story going on for a while, and I thank everyone who has been watching it from day one or are new, and to all who has helped me.

If anyone didn't know me and a few friends have started up a you tube channel as well, The Ponies Play yes a brony thing (duh) but when I'm not writing I am gaming and if you wanna see some videos that goes up to a hour and watch me freak out with webcam well go ahead and hit the link below.

https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCAIpdrW5A9yj-dbMtnm4hiQ

Ether way on a side note I am lookin for a editor, I understand that the story would be far better with one, and I am looking. All I ask that if you want simply leave a comment or a pm, I can't use google so the best bet would litterly be copy and paste sorry... I don't care how many want to do it, if there a chapter you want to do tell me and I'll place it in your care. If you want the new chapter when it's done simply tell me.

Anyway I'm gald to be back, and feeling a bit better all things considered , but until next time I hope to see you in the next chapter, see ya and keep on smiling!

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[Anchus Definy]

I guess I could edit it, shouldn't be too hard, only really needs a few rearrangements and spelling changes etc

There is still a few issues with the earlier edited chapters, mostly after ellipses, so am I fine just to go over the entire thing?

Only thing is everything would be in UK English, such a "realise" instead of "realize", and spelling "color" like "colour" else I'll end up miss-matching everything so it's best I stick to what I know (not that is a big deal).

[Anchus Definy]

Much of my childhood was filled with memories of my mother telling me, no matter the choices I made, like for example if I were to love a gender that was the same as me; male, or a gender of the other sex or even both, she would still love me. That seemed simple enough to understand when I was but a small seven year old kid. I mean really, who here reading this now grew up thinking: “Why can’t we all just get along?”

But no, my sexuality is not what this little… journal I guess you could call it, is about, it’s about something else. Allow me to tell you more of myself first, and paint a little picture of what my world was like, so you can better understand it.

See, I always considered my brain to be on FM, when the rest of the world is on AM. I don’t have any mental problems (as far as I know) but I just… think of things a bit differently. I talk to myself as if my mind was a journal and my thoughts as its writings. I hope any of that made sense but if not… eh, too bad. I moved out of my mother’s place after I turned about twenty-two but trust me, I wished I could’ve done it sooner. Well, I would have but having a one job that paid only eight hundred dollars a month, if I was lucky, tended to give a lot less choices in life than I’d like. After some time, luck was at last on my side, as I caught a break getting a second part time job which allowed me to get a rather cheap one bedroom. It wasn’t as nice as my old home, I’ll admit, and there were parts of it where I would definitely need to paint and have it fixed up for sure.

I didn’t mind though, I finally had someplace to call my own. Mom told me I didn’t have to move out, and really, one hundred dollars a month for rent is a very, very, very good deal, but well…I don’t know. For anyone out there living on their own, you must know the feeling, right? Going out in the world on your own to do things your way, and to say “I did this…I did it,” or am I just bat shit crazy for leaving home?

Hmm, what else can be said about me? Oh of course, I jokingly considered myself a panda. What you ask? Well see, my father’s black and Chinese (yes, they exist) whereas my mother was white… get it? Black… white? …eh forget it. Having parents who looked like that was the reason for my tanned s...

That's like the first half page done of the first chapter, the last part is pretty heavily rewritten, you fine with that kind of thing?

[eragon13666]

3473629 that's fine and understandable as I said you can easily just copy the work and use your writing programs and such. And yes you can restart it if you want just leave me a pm when a chapter is done I'll give you my email and such to send it to