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Dusk Melody


I wish I was enough. But I'm not and never will be.

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  • 13 weeks
    Goodbye

    I tried
    I'm tired
    I'm sorry

    32 comments · 780 views
  • 29 weeks
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  • 112 weeks
    I'm Tired

    I'm tired.
    Tired of the constancy,
    the constancy of judgment.
    Tired of hiding,
    hiding who I really am.
    Tired of trying to stay strong.

    I'm tired.
    Tired of pretending,
    pretending to be happy when all I want to do is cry.
    Tired of not being able to let go,
    let go of all the pain and emotions that consume me.
    Tired of feeling worthless.

    I'm tired.
    Tired of being put down,

    Read More

    9 comments · 493 views
  • 151 weeks
    A Short Hiatus

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    4 comments · 315 views
  • 176 weeks
    New Story - Strawberry Moon

    My latest story, Strawberry Moon, can be found here!

    Here's what it's about.

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    0 comments · 242 views
Oct
9th
2015

This Site... · 9:41pm Oct 9th, 2015

This damn site...

I dunno.

I thought i had made a few good friends here. Making friends is hard for me. Those that do know me know i have issues, which i won't go into here.

Still, in the past year i've opened up, made a few good ones whom i've gotten to know rather well. Then there are those that i thought i knew, and have today revealed themselves.

I won't mention names, but between the three of you you've just about crushed and killed me. Friendship is Magic? More like Friendship is Lying, Abusing Trust, Stringing Along and Taking Advantage.

I would leave this site altogether were it not for the effort myself and my friend have put into writing our story 'Wildfire, Lighting The Flame, and it's sequels.

This site...ugh...i dunno

Comments ( 23 )

I know what it's like to be betrayed. trust me.

Yeah that sucks.

I'm here for you.

I may not have felt betrayal yet, but I'm here if you need anything or a friend that actually cares for you.

but yeah, this site is bullshit sometimes. :ajbemused:

:fluttershysad:
I hope you'll be alright....
If you wish to talk it out-please consider messagjng me, altight? :ajsleepy:

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thank you, i'll call you my friends from respect for you all, but i dunno, it's kinda hard to feel much right now.

3455495 i want to talk to you, 'open up', but i'm scared i'm gonna get burned again

3455510 I mean this in the nicest way. See a therapist or take out your frustrations on punching bag.

3455510 I'll never burn you.

I always open up all the time.

If you need a great friend, I'll be there for you if you need it.

:twilightsmile:

Get feeling better soon.

3455510 I can wait for you to trust me. I'm very patient :twilightsmile:

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thank you all for your support. at any other time this would mean a lot

3455542 I shall be patient and wait, it's always nice to wait and help.

No matter the consequence I will be there for you when you need it. :yay:

(Hugs you tightly)

Do I need to speak to someone for you?

3455567 no, thank you, it'd only make matters worse. i just needed to vent

3455558 thank you for the hugs

3455555 pm'd you, for what's its worth

3455584 IT really helps man.

If you need anything, I'm here :pinkiesmile:

I can't believe someone would actually betray you! Okay, I know we don't talk a lot, but I do know that you're a good person.

3455626 No problem. :pinkiesmile:
And don't worry, what comes around goes around.

You've got to focus on the people who care about you/ your real friends here and ignore the haters. Unfortunately, the internet is filled with really rude people who don't care who they act in front of other people. Try not to let the trolls bother you too much. Focus on your good experiences and the people who are valuable/ worth your time.

3455639 thank you for your support, indeed to you all

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No problem.

(Hugs more)

3455648 You are quite welcome. I am always here if you want to talk. :)

I am willing to make friends with you :twilightsmile:

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