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anonymousjedi


call me alex ✯ he/him pronouns please (closeted trans kiddo) ✯ I like Rick Riordan's books ✯ sometimes I draw ✯ happily not-single ✯

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  • 373 weeks
    happy tdov everypony!

    sorry I've been super inactive on here!!!
    I've been busy with school and rowing and tumblr :twilightsheepish:
    but I just wanted to drop by for trans day of visibility! for those who don't know, I'm a closeted trans guy (Alex- he/him pronouns) so this day is gr8 for me ?️‍?

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  • 389 weeks
    again, going through old blogs

    and i saw the blog from right after my KSU MUN conference

    and i said

    also there was like only one other person (that i know of) who was somewhere on the LGBT+ spectrum in WHO, as opposed to my previous MUN conferences where over 10% of the people in the room weren't cis het

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  • 389 weeks
    lmao i was going through my old blogs

    and i said that 2015 was the worst year ever

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  • 390 weeks
    again abt poems!!!

    i have it narrowed down to six!!!! one of these must go!!!!
    These are for a poetry recitation competition later but i can only pick my top 5! if yall could read these and tell me your least fav that'd be great!!!
    Do Not! by Stevie Smith

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  • 390 weeks
    hmu if you wanna watch me read poems

    im in a poetry competition beginning of next year so im trying to narrow down a list of poems from 27 to 5 (i have to have my top 5 decided by tomorrow) so if anyone is bored and wants to watch me talk for a couple hours i can start a hangouts call

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Oct
8th
2015

One of my new favorite songs: Migraine · 1:18am Oct 8th, 2015

Migraine
Twenty One Pilots

Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat.
Shadows will scream that I'm alone.

I-I-I I've got a migraine.
And my pain will range from up, down, and sideways.
Thank God it's Friday cause Fridays will always be better than Sundays
'Cause Sundays are my suicide days.

I don't know why they always seem so dismal.
Thunderstorms, clouds, snow and a slight drizzle.
Whether it's the weather or the ledges by my bed
Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head.
Let it be said what the headache represents
It's me defending in suspense
It's me suspended in a defenseless test
Being tested by a ruthless examiner
That's represented best by my depressing thoughts.
I do not have writer's block my writer just hates the clock.
It will not let me sleep I guess I'll sleep when I'm dead
And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head.

Am I the only one I know,
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat.
Shadows will scream that I'm alone.
But I know, we've made it this far, kid.

Yeah yeah yeah

I am not as fine as I seem.
Pardon, me for yelling and telling you green gardens
Are not what's growing in my psyche, it's a different me
A difficult beast feasting on burnt down trees.
Freeze frame, please let me paint a mental picture portrait.
Something you won't forget, it's all about my forehead
And how it is a door that hold's back contents
That makes Pandora's box contents look non-violent.
Behind my eyelids are islands of violence
My mind ship-wrecked this is the only land my mind could find
I did not know it was such a violent island
Full of tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions.
They're trying to eat me, blood running down their chin
And I know that I can fight, or I can let the lion win.
I begin to assemble what weapons I can find
'Cause sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind.

Am I the only one I know,
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat.
Shadows will scream that I'm alone.
But I know, we've made it this far, kid.

And I will say that we should take a day to break away
From all the pain our brain has made, the game is not played alone.
And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it
And keep it frozen and know that life has a hopeful undertone.

And I will say that we should take a day to break away
From all the pain our brain has made, the game is not played alone.
And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it
And keep it frozen and know that life has a hopeful undertone.

Am I the only one I know,
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat.
Shadows will scream that I'm alone.
But I know, we've made it this far, kid.

Made it this far
Made it this fa

Comments ( 15 )

I will use tags!(on my next blog post):derpytongue2:

3452082 huzzah! the tags have been doubled!

3452473
You had to do that, didn't you XD

3452490 you have a luna profile pic

3452894 I know. Which is why I said that.

3467510 do u listen to a lot of tøp?

3467550 Yes :pinkiehappy: My favourites our Addict with a pen and Fall away

3467555 mine are car radio, stressed out, and friend please
yeah yeah i know car radio and stressed out are super mainstream

3467895 Car radio isn't that main stream :derpytongue2:

3467978 more mainstream than others

3468108 I think Lane boy and tear in my heart are more mainstream

3468112 yeah true
especially tear in my heart

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