HE'S ALIVE!? · 3:43am Sep 19th, 2015
Well... hi. Yeah, great start to this already, huh? Been about a year, maybe even longer, and all I have to say is hi... somewhat pitiful, me.
Anyways, let's get to the point of this thing: I'm sorry.
I have no excuse for my INSANELY long absence. I've had time to get things done, and possibly come on the site, but at some point, I got to a place in time where I was honestly afraid of how you guys would react to me coming back online all of a sudden. Like, I leave for an immense amount of time and then I come back, and I don't know what to expect. Would you guys be upset? Pissed off as shit? I never really wanted to find out for myself, in all honesty. So, I've been considering coming back for... God, how long has it been? I've lost count... anyway, keep it short and sweet, I left for a long while, decided at some point to not come back out of fear.
Now, the real question that makes looking at this post somewhat important; why in the world would I come back on? If I was so afraid of how people would react to my return, what sort of motivation could possibly inspire me to come back on?
Well, the answer to that is sitting right next to me.
Remember a LONG time ago how I said I got a girlfriend? Yeah, well we're still together. And almost celebrating a year and a half, at that. Anyways back on topic; she decided at some point she wanted to write fanfiction herself (ironic right? I stop writing and she picks it up.) But she was afraid of how people would view her in several different areas. So, using a bit of prior knowledge (thanks guys!) I gave her some tips of the trade, and helped her write a kick ass fanfiction. (She doesn't write on this site though. She writes on fanfiction.net (where the fuck else?) Her username is Corporal Fire (don't go aw. I've heard it so many times.) so give her a looksee if you want! She writes FNAF fanfiction, so if you're into that, then go right ahead! (Geez, did I just advertise my girlfriend?)) Wow, I get off topic easily... right! So, recently, like a couple minutes ago recently, she pulled up my profile on this site on her phone. I kind of panicked at the sight of it, but I soon saw that the people here missed me. That you guys WANTED my sorry ass back. And, that inspired the hell out of me. I NEEDED to come back. I HAD to finish what I started. I left a mark on here, on you guys, and I need to see it through to the end. So, after a bit of chaotic music, I decided to come back and make this blog post and get ready to finish what I started.
I'm gonna put all this into short, so if it was TL;DR, allow me; I'm back, bitches. <3. And I've missed you all. I don't expect you to accept me right away, but I'm here and I'm gonna do my damn best to get my stories done.
EDIT: This is adding on to what I said yesterday night that I forgot to add: What is the plan for this time around? Well, I have the urge to finish They Call Me Insanity firstly, as that story simply flows for me. It's somewhat easier to write, in all honesty. Now, for Gamer God... I have no clue what's going to happen to it. I'm not sure if I can finish it, since the beginning is so difficult to write properly. So, if you guys are down for discussing possible ideas for the story, I'll let you know the general concept in the message (What? You thought I was going to add some of the plot of my story in this? Sorry, but no.) If I do get the beginning part done, and I can get to the point where I writing it won't be a HUGE... risk, I guess is a good word for it. So, in short, first story I can do on my own just fine, and will most likely finish it at some point, however second story, I'll need a little bit of help getting it up and running again, since the beginning is challenging for people to NOT get pissed off at, if written incorrectly. (The risks of being a writer, am I right?) And, finally, something you guys want to hear, I have a potential idea for a new fic. I'm gonna run it by some people because, I will admit, it's not exactly the most creative idea, but if the feedback I get is very positive, I'll start writing it. So, if you like critiquing the shit out of people, send me a message and tell me what you think of the story idea!
This is Commander Ice, back and better than ever, signing off.
He's back!!!!!?!?!??$3839(930:0;9
3402588 Well, it's nice to know that there were people who missed me! It makes me feel a lot more confident about continuing my writing now. :)
YEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I certainly missed you. Also, 46 weeks. You haven't been online for 46 weeks :)
Also, I'm still listening to Shinedown, after more than two years from when you introduced me to It, I'm still listening to:
3403206 Oh, that song is a classic! I'm glad to hear that you're still enjoying it!
3403863 Also, here's for hoping that you stick around :) (Do you even remember whom I am?)
3404450 Of course I remember you. XD. How could I forget my old comrade?
The profile picture threw me for a bit of a loop though.
3404925 Because whom doesn't like butts?