I don't want to say goodbye. · 6:34pm Aug 23rd, 2015

It's not happening. This isn't goodbye. Midnight will be back before we know it, and everything will turn out for the better. I do things for my friends sometimes, all the time. Never in my life have i sat down in front of a piano and practiced for hours an hours on end for anyone but myself. Midnight Muse. My little brother. Everything's gonna be ok. This isn't goodbye, nor do i have any intention of saying it any time soon. Speaking of goodbyes, how about this intensely difficult piano song that i learned for ya? It's out of the way. I've been pitied by god. I'll let you take a guess on where you think page four begins. :3 I had to modify this song. It's that hard. I cut out a part of the original because i didn't feel like it fit in with the rest of the song very well. Also, the name of the song is about friendship lasting through hard times, as is the song itself. Anyways, here's my low quality, fail of an attempt at doing this gorgeous song justice. I also apologize for lack of skill in the video. I'm so much better than that. You can count on that, the thing is, i only got to practice this song for three days, my rush to get it out before midnight had to go drove me to do that. Also, it's darn difficult, and i was dealing with a dying case of carpal tunnel the whole time. I'm doing better now, so don't wack me this time, midnight!

Yes, it's really me. It's really me from fimfiction! :3 If you see my face, oh well. I don't have a particularly pretty one, but it is what it is. Midnight, we are true friends you and I. Best friends. That was for you, all of it. Every note. My ultimate sign of friendship, Through suicidal contemplation, erp, and just bro-time in general, we have laughed, cried, i have gagged, and you have made probably hundreds of little remarks about shipping me with Hazel Bell, Cadence, and Pinkie Pie. Goodness, our conversations sometimes... before your grounding, i talked to you every day. Literally every day. Isn't that crazy to think about? We spent all of our time together, building stuff on minecraft, role playing, struggling together....I can't wait to do it again. I can't wait to play minecraft again, i can't wait for the day where you don't have to be worried about your parents. I know that road all too well...anyways, i might as well wrap this up like winter. I think talking to you has made me more of a brony than i ever anticipated. Over the last few months, i noticed something that i love: I am such a hardcore brony. I love my little pony. You are quite possibly the biggest influence on that. Hazel Bell helped quite a bit too. Hazel...If you hadn't made that blog..........Jeez....Hazel. That blog post is how i met my best friend. Thank you so much....Thank you so so much, You're an amazing friend. Now, back to my main point.This song is from Pokemon mystery dungeon: Explorers of time, darkness, and sky. This soundtrack comes on as you and your best friend in the game have to face the horrible truth of you leaving each other. Your partner, tears in their eyes is wishing there were another way, but alas, there isn't. The most ironic thing about it is how much it applies here. It's almost exactly what's happening. The only difference being we aren't adorable little monsters. Best friends leaving each other and one having to go on without the other? It's like i'm a charmander again :3 I received an email from him saying that he was going to be gone for a while. My mind blew up with so many questions, some irrational and stupid, others insanely dramatic and just plain unbelievable. I just couldn't stop thinking. I threw my beloved purple headphones in when i got home as i was charging up to the roof, tears in my eyes, and this was the first thing i played. I cried and i cried. I didn't want to come down from my roof. I contemplated sleeping up there. I came down at roughly 11:00, but i still couldn't think straight for quite some time after. I've gotta finish this up soon, so why don't i do that now. Here's the original song if you care enough about what you heard me play. I had to slow down page four, cause only jesus can do crazy stuff like that! So, here's duskpiano, (Awesome guy) Playing it better and less emotionally, though. He plays like a robot sometimes....So do i occasionally. I can't be a hypocrite.

Some of you might have seen my face in my poor-quality video i made. There's really no point in hiding it anymore. If you see the bottom of it you may as well see the rest! Here i am!

So anyways, midnight, i love ya little bro. I can't wait for you to be back. Please hang in there for me, and for all of your friends.