Update. · 7:46am Aug 14th, 2015
Dear followers,
I got a message from The Wandering Bard this morning, who wondered what I was up to. We talked a bit and it led to the decision to let you guys in on what has happened.
My daughter died in a traffic accident during our summer holiday in Sweden a couple of weeks ago. She just ran out into traffic, thinking she recognized someone on the other side of the road. And that was that. Long story short, I'm not doing alright, but probably alright enough considering I also lost my wife to cancer a few years ago. I'm seeing a psychiatrist and I'm doing the group meetings, but the thought of returning to a children's show's fansite right now is a little... well, I think you understand.
I have talked quite a bit about my daughter's exploits here. So, up until today, I just didn't know how to handle breaking the news to you all. I thought it'd be better if I just went away, unnoticed. That seems to have had mixed results, at least three people did notice my absence.
I apologize for breaking off my story. It happens too much on this site already and it's a damned shame every time it does. I know at least a couple of you were curious to see where it was going. I'm honestly sorry it had to end like that. Thanks everyone for a fun couple of months on Fimfiction. I wish I could make some idle promise to return some day, but this is not the kind of thing you just return from.
I'm so so sorry
I wish there was something I could say to help
I know I've said this already, but again, I am so very, very, very sorry for your loss.
I don't even have words. Man, I am so, so, sorry to hear that. Don't worry about us, just do what you need to do now to get better.
My deepest condolences, she was all you ever talked about and I know what a joy and delight she must have been.
Little Witch, I did not know you, but you were the light and life of your father. I'm certain that you follow him even now in your own way, such bright life does not perish lightly. To quote the way one person put it once... "Your's was shorter than most, but longer than others, and in the end you lived as many days as all of us will, a lifetime's worth, and you were cherished for every one of them."
Very sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers and hope that you will one day recover from this tragic loss.
Give yourself time to grieve, my friend. Here's a hug from each of us here.
I'm terribly sorry for your loss,
I don't even know how to express how awful I feel for you.
Nobody should have to go through this.
I'm so sorry for your loss. That's terrible. I don't have the words to express how much joy she brought me in you expressing her exploits here. She will be forever missed. I'm incapable of having a child of my own and I will never feel the pain you are having now I can only imagine what you most be going through. Know that we are a community that cares. I often have to take brakes from this site to recharge as sometimes I care too much. Thank you for sharing what time you have with us.
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Thanks Scoot. I think you were the first to ask me what the heck I was doing, but by then it was already too late. I'm sorry for not giving you a proper answer sooner, you've always been very kind to me.
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Some things don't need to be said in order to be understood. You'll have my admiration and respect, always.
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Thank you, and you shall also always have mine. Take care of yourself, my friend.
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Appreciated.
3320070 *hugs* nobody should have to go through this...
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Thanks, I will.
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That's really nice. Thanks, Zasyri.
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Thanks, I appreciate it.
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Thank you, I will some day.
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I appreciate it, thanks.
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Thanks. Nobody should.
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I appreciate the thought. Thank you.
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Thanks. One can never be too sure, but I don't think she could have been in a lot of pain. It all happened so fast I couldn't keep track of what was happening. I doubt she did either.
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Thank you, I appreciate the thought. I'm noticing now just how much the community cares. Clearly I still had a lot left to learn.
I've always been very supportive of the transgender community. I even know some who were able to become parents, biologically or trough adoption. Be open to the idea, you never know what might happen. :)
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If it help, I'm not going through it alone. :)
My parents and my late wife's parents have been over a lot. Some friends have been staying over too. I think tonight may actually be the first night I'm spending alone in my house in a month. I'll be alright though.
3320146 I greatly enjoy the children of my friends and brothers. It is also nice to give them back. Maybe once I settle down with someone we will adopt one or if my future partner has a kid I wouldn't mind being an adopted mother to it. I'm enjoying the single life too much at the moment.
3320160 good. I hope you'll be okay soon :)
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That's good to hear. And it's fine to be single, I can't imagine my status will change any time soon either.
3320050 It's ok mate
Just know I will always be here for you 
I've been mulling over what to say all day, and I'm still not sure what to say.
I just want you to know that we'll always be here for you. If you ever need to talk or anything at all, we'll be here. I can't imagine what you're going through, and I know something like this would probably never fully heal. Never be afraid to go to your friends for help. Be it people close to you or us.
And don't even begin to worry about the story. I'll always enjoy what you wrote, and would never expect you to go back to it. Even if you never write again I'll still be here if you need me.
I'll keep you in my thoughts man.
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Thanks, I don't know either what to say. I really appreciate your kind thoughts.
I am sorry. I cannot even imagine how terrible it is to loose a daughter. You lost your wife too. I am sorry. Just thinking about it makes me cry.