I apoligize · 2:32am Jul 27th, 2012
I'm sorry that I haven't posted any new chapters to either of my fics. You all remember the post that explained that I lost my motivation to do anything right? Well, every time I look at the new chapter I've been writing, I get a really bad pressure headache and lose interest in writing it. I think I've turned this into more of a chore rather than something I enjoy doing, causing me to hate doing it 
My motivation is coming back in bits, but I still feel like I'm a little lost on where my life is. 
I don't feel that I can write until I find my lost motivation and joy in writing. I actually think I have to more or less reassess my goals and feeling towards my life. I feel like I'm in a fog that refuses to lift, so I'm going to try and just think things over for a bit.
You all are probably sick of me posting "poor me" blogs, but unfortunately I have no where else to vent my emotions. Parents don't help me with anything and sadly I went through a painful experience that made me realize my "friends" were actually using me and cast me aside when they were done. I have a few, but they don't know me as well as those other guys did, so they can't really help me.
Sometimes I wish I was a simple person with simple problems other than this complex guy with hard to solve problems that society views as unimportant and odd. 
When I find myself again, I'll post the next chapter asap.
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That is one of my favorite movies
i have the same problem. i write a lot, cause i love it, but my motivation for typing it up and posting is very low. hurrah for 3 AM type-up sprees, therefore errors, therefore editor. problem solved.
and blog venting. i do it. all the time.
Take your time man.
We won't die. XD But seriously, I don't mind waiting and I'm sure no one else does either. The chapter will always be worth the wait.