Stuff

I'm back after who knows how long, and I just want to vent. get ready for it.
First, My story. I have planed out the entire thing, and it just needs to be typed out. But, I suck at writing, so it may take a long while. I have big plans for it, and I will try to devote most of summer to it.
Second, I am quite sad about this gap between seasons, and now I'm more depressed then normal. Like I needed more saddness in my life. So, with that in mind, I might start writing terrible stuff that later will make me go OH GOD WHY DID I WRITE THIS UTTER FAILURE? So yeah, please try not to judge.
And third, I am a idoitic, useless screwed up person, (and I don't want to hear sympathy!) so if I say somthing that is offensive, It's the bitter side of me and I apologise in advance.