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Pizzema Forte


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Mar
8th
2015

So, I had This Dream About my Crush.... · 12:25am Mar 8th, 2015

So, I had this dream about my crush. It started with me going into this neighborhood. I saw this boy there, and for some reason, he started hitting on me. It was something that legitimately made me feel uncomfortable, so I told the boy that there was someone I already liked. He asked who, and I of course told him about Ethan. He smiled, and started threatening to tell my crush I liked him. I was panicked, and I begged him to keep it a secret.

The next thing I remember was being in class with this kid. For some reason, Ethan's in this class, too. He keeps smiling and looking at my crush. The annoying kid started to try to get his attention. He was shouting things, throwing stuff at him, and pointing at me with gestures. I kept muffling his words with my hands. While this was going on, I kept having images of a small boat being torn down by a massive storm. My dream was flashing between two images; the boat in a storm, and me trying hard to keep my secret.

After a minute of this happening, I finally could no longer take it. I grabbed Ethan by the arm and drew him far away. I kept telling him "We need to go farther away," and "We need someplace more private." He just sort of agreed and went along with it. Soon, we were at a dump-like place, in the middle of no where, stranded away from all people. A grab his wrists and make sure his eyes are gazing into mine.

"Listen, Ethan... I have something I need to tell you." I paused. At that point, I could nearly feel my stomach swallowing itself. "I-really like you. I mean, I kinda think you're cute and have a little bit of a crush on you. I wouldn't say I'm in love, but I just... I don't know... I think you're sweet and cute."

At that point in my dream, I could feel the awkward, and felt my soul burning as I looked into his eyes. Before I woke up, I added one more thing that completely threw me off guard and made me almost laugh a bit. I remember looking him in the eyes and saying "Also, I'd really like to dominate you in bed."

After that line, I woke up. The dream itself made me feel like a part of me was released. I felt very calm, and almost happy. It was a strange feeling, almost as if I'd actually told him how I felt. It was very odd, and I'm almost glad I dreamed about it. It put a part of me to piece.

But, you know, immediately after that, I dreamed a black-winged albino man was sprinkling blue glitter onto a cruise ship to steal people's eyelids. Whatever, though. I really want to talk to a psychiatrist about my dreams and see what they have to say.

-Pizzema Forte

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Comments ( 7 )

I do to an extent believe that dreams are the brain's way of compiling our innermost wants and needs in the form of a visual fantasy; but I also believe that the only person who is really qualified to interpret what they might mean would be the dreamer themselves.
But...from what I read I think it's safe to say that the only think keeping you from telling him is you and you're worried that an outside element might forcibly tell him how you feel before you do.
That's just my interpretation anyway.:pinkiesmile:

Before I woke up, I added one more thing that completely threw me off guard and made me almost laugh a bit. I remember looking him in the eyes and saying "Also, I'd really like to dominate you in bed."

And that's one point for Sigmund Freud:twilightblush:

Have you considered keeping a dream journal?

2858115 I sometimes put important in blogs on Fimfic, or just tell them to my friends. It helps me remember.

2858127
That works too:twilightsmile:

Have you tried meditating? Completely emptying my mind usually helps me remember or try to interpret my dreams.
Actually I'm honestly convinced that your chances of having a fully lucid dream go up if you meditate every once in awhile.

I've had dreams that I was with my crush then I realized it was a dream. At that moment I just go all out weird. Once I just grabbed her arm and took her to the neighboring park and said "let's fuck." Weirdest dream I have ever had. Ever dreamed about stripping in chic-fil-a? Yep... Weird dreams.

2858180 I'm not even sure how you reached that point in time in a dream where you'd end up at Chick-Fil-A doing that. Now every time I go I'll be reminded of this. OY VEY

2860465 There's a chic-fil-a down the street from my school that's just a popular place around lunch so yeah.

2860799 *Nods* yeah, I work at one, and the thought of that even happening in a dream is hilarious.

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