What should I do??

I feel like I am doing something wrong. I feel as if the things I do are just pushing away fans. I feel as if I am just breaking my fanfics that aren't being released. I feel as if every update I do on my fics eventually get lost. I feel... demotivated. So, you've just got to let me know guys: should I stay or should I go? Keep going through the rewrite or go back to the original? Just... tell me...